will work out for the better. You have to believe that, son. Dig in and do what weâve seen you do in the state championships and on tape in your all-star summer league games. I want you to have a good workout, so I can go back and tell my people that youâll be worth all the money youâll be paid.â
I stood there looking at Coach and the scout, along with the side exit to the streets, with the ball up under my arm. I had major thoughts running through my head. Should I tell this baldheaded Dick Vitale look-alike to kiss the bottom of my shoes and come back another day, or should I stay on the court like a piece of meat and let him evaluate my skills like he came to do in the first place? I donât know why, but I didnât like the way Coach and the scout were looking at me while I stood there. It made me feel like a slave on the block getting ready to get sold or something. I took a deep breath and gutted it out though. I just let their looks and stares motivate me and gave them what they wanted to see.
Afterward, the scout was all smiles. He shook my hand like a groupie then told me he would be in touch later that night.
Jalen walked in about five minutes later. âHowâd it go?â he asked, his voice echoing throughout the gym.
âAâight. Said he was gonna call me tonight.â
Jalen put three or four balls back on the rack, grabbed my towel then threw it to me.
I knew right away something wasnât right with him. It was written all over his face. âWhat? Whatâs wrong? They find Tori?â
He dropped his head and took a deep breath.
âWhat is it, Jalen? Whatâs wrong?â I walked over to him. âTalk, J .â
âToy just stopped me in The Vil.â
âAnd?â
âHe say he can get Tori back.â
âWhat you mean, get her back?â
âThatâs what he sayinâ.â
âThat means she ainât dead, right?â
âHe just say he can get her back. Didnât say if she was dead or not.â
My mind just wanted to explode. âCâmon, Jalen, tell me what youâre talking about!â
âToy made it clear he didnât have anything to do with her getting snatched up, but he can get her back to us, if you sign with him.â
âSign?â
Jalen nodded.
âHe said that? Oh, hell no. That scandalous bastard.â With the quickness, I started to think about a way to hurt Toy and get Tori back.
âCâmon, L , donât even think about it. Toy said he knew you, L . Said you go to the police talking smack, and heâll deny saying a word. Then he say, if you get a gang of peeps to come after him, heâs not going to say a word, and we may never see her again.â
âSo what he want then?â
âYou to sign. Make him your agent for three years and he has full control of your career.â
âHe said that?â
âEvery word.â
What could I do? If Toy knew where Tori was, I wanted to know too. It didnât matter to me if we found her dead or alive. Of course, I wanted little mama alive because that was my baby, but if we found her dead, at least we knew. It was a terrible-ass way to think, but I wanted to know. I needed to know.
âSo when he wanna do this?â
âYouâre going to do it?â
âWhat else can I do? Man, forget Toy! Iâll sign with him and get Tori back then fire him.â
âSaid he wants to meet tonight, eleven thirty on the court in The Vil.â
Eleven thirty couldnât come fast enough for me. I wanted Tori back, and I didnât tell a soul what I was up to because those were Toyâs instructions that came out of Jalenâs mouth. All I wanted to do was get Tori back to her mother and take good care of her.
Jalen came by to pick me up. He was focused. We both were. We went out to The Vil about an hour before things were going to go down to talk about what we were going to do once we