her door was ripped opened and she saw a balled-up fist headed straight for her face, which knocked her out.
Officer Cummings told her that whoever shot up her car didnât want to kill her because if they did, they could have easily done it.
I walked out the hospital with Jalen without a clue to what was going on. As always, Jalen became quiet when he was upset. I knew he was hurting like I was because he and Tori had always been like brother and sister.
âWhat we going to do, L ?â
âI donât know, man. I mean, what can we do? Ainât nobody see nothing, and Kelly canât tell us anything.â
âIf they took her out the car, that means they wanted to take her someplace. Letâs go back to The Vil and find out if anybody heard anything.â
I wanted to go see my mother and Toriâs people.
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When I got home, my mother was on the couch. I didnât have to tell her anything. She already knew what was going on, and even though she was shaken, she was trying to make sure we were okay. She must have seen the anger in our eyes.
âNow you two ainât really been through nothing like this, so donât go out of here and get yourself into any trouble. The police is out there trying to find out where Tori is, and the more time you give them to look for her, instead of going out there and looking for somebody, like I know you want to do, it will give them a chance to find her.â
âYeah, but people ainât goinâ to talk to no police,â Jalen said. âTori like family, and family need to take care of family, no matter who involved.â
âMa, we gotta at least go out and ride around and see what we see. I mean, ainât no way we staying up in here trying to wait to hear something.â
âWell, what can I say? Yâall two are men now, but donât forget everything you got going for yourself, L .â
âI wonât,â I told her.
âAnd I ainât going to let him,â Jalen assured.
âBut we gotta find her, Ma, we got to.â
Our first stop was over Toriâs to see her mom and sisters. I canât lie, I couldnât take it. I could hear the crying and the calling of Toriâs name through the door before we even knocked. I stood on the step with Jalen and swear I was almost in tears, but I was trying to be strong before I knocked on that door.
Jalen wasnât able to keep the tears from flowing and was wiping his eyes every chance he got in case I got the strength to knock.
The courage wouldnât come to knock, so I backed away from the door.
As soon as we stepped away, the door opened. âTori?â
It was her mom, and when she called out Toriâs name, I could feel the pain she was going through.
We turned around.
âOh, Langston, Jalen,â she figured out.
âAh, hey, we were just going to stop by to see how everybody was doing but thought we should give you a little bit more time before we came in,â I told her.
âNo, no, câmon in,â she said.
Jalen wiped his eyes and stopped before we went inside. âNo, we gotta go find her, Ms. Hicks,â he said. âThatâs what we should be doinâ right about now, you know.â
She tried to smile, but tears rolled down her face instead. âI know. I want to go out there too, but Iâm afraid if I do, Iâll miss her call. The police told me to just stay by the phone.â
It was weird talking outside in the dark about Tori over all the nighttime action in The Vil that didnât stop for anything. The sirens were blaring, and people were on the hunt for whatever they were getting into.
I went over to Ms. Hicks and gave her a hug. I couldnât help but start to feel like Tori missing was my fault. As I had my arms around her while she cried, my mind went back to the day when were just freshmen and Toriâs mom gave me the third degree about taking care of her and