was angryâlike that tiger on the book cover! Maybe thatâs what anger did to a person. It madethem do things they otherwise might never do. She thought of J.T. curling his fists in front of Curtis. And how she had called out âWho did this?â
âAdvances in biology help us fight diseases,â Mr. Rutkowski went on. âDiseases like cystic fibrosis and cancer.â
Cancer
. Kate blinked hard and tried to close a curtain on the hallway incident and endangered tigers and now, hearing the word cancer. She needed to focus on her class.
âYour diet and the chemicals that you are exposed to can affect whether or not you get a particular form of cancer,â her teacher continued.
But there it was again. The word for the insidious disease that had taken away her father. Mr. Rutkowski had mentioned it twice already. Kate swallowed hard. She would never hear the word
cancer
again and not feel a punch to her stomach. From J.T.âs problems, to vanishing tigers, to cancer, to her fatherâs death. Was she never going to have a normal day again? A normal
moment
?
Apparently, Mr. Rutkowski liked to walk while he talked. âFor example,â he said, now from the back of the room, âsmokers often get lung cancer, which is caused by tobacco. Now they say there is a link between CT scans in children and leukemia, which is a different kind of cancer where white blood cells displace normal blood.â
Kate stared at a spot beneath the front blackboard and thought back to early summer, just after J.T. had come home. The truck that delivered chicken feed to their farm was pumping it into the two large metal tanks on either side of the chicken houses; and the auger, the long, metal pipelike armthat transferred the feed from the truck to the bin, had not aligned properly, allowing some of the feed to spill out onto the roof and into the air. J.T. stood watching with his hands on his hips and a deep scowl on his face.
âWhatâs wrong?â Kate asked him.
âSee all that dust flying around?â he asked.
Kate looked again. âYeah. I see it.â She thought he was going to say that all that dust was a waste of money, but wouldnât that be the chicken companyâs loss? After all, they provided and paid for all the feed.
J.T.âs expression didnât change. âCould be what made Dad sick.â
His reply shocked Kate. âWhat are you talking about? Chicken feed gave Dad kidney disease? And then cancer?â
J.T. lifted his shoulders and then lowered them. He didnât look at Kate. âMaybe.â
Was he kidding? Why would he say that? Sometimes Kate had a really hard time figuring out her brother. âWell, I never saw him eat any of it!â
J.T. didnât think her reply was funny. âItâs nothing he ever ate,â he said. âItâs what he breathed in all those years. Before this big truck here, before we were even born, they used to drop off bags of feed that Dad cut open with his jackknife and dumped into feed carts. The carts ran on a steel track into the chicken house, where heâd scoop it out into the feeders for the chickens. There was a lot of dust. Dad said some farmers he knew even wore masks. But he said no one ever thought back then that it was going to make them sick. They never even questioned the stuff the company put in the feed.â
âWhat was in the feed that was so bad?â
âChemicals.â
âChemicals,â Kate repeated, holding her hands palm up. âWhat kind of chemicals?â
âYou ever heard of arsenic?â J.T. asked her.
âArsenic?â Kateâs eyebrows shot up. âSure! Arsenic is poison! But why would a chicken company put arsenic in the feed?â
J.T. smiled a little. A funny smile, though, like she couldnât possibly understand. âItâs complicated,â he said.
Kate was put out by his attitude. It made her feel dumb or like a
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