wide open. I thought Iâd find you here.â
âMrs. Darrowby, are you aware that Doctor Maybury had prescribed laudanum to Mama?â
She cast down her eyes and looked uneasy.
âI told the doctor that you would not be happy, but he told me to mind my own business and be sure not to give her any of my, what he called, witches potions.â
âI would rather you had given her something of your own making, Mrs. Darrowby. You should have brought this to my attention.â
âI am sorry, miss. I was going to and then I became distracted.â
Lucia sighed and handed the bottle to Mrs. Darrowby.
âPlease put this concoction down the sink at once. I do not mean to chastise you, but I will not have my Mama taking that filthy stuff!â
Mrs. Darrowby went into the bathroom and threw the liquid down the plug. Upon returning, she quickly poured some tea and handed a cup to Lucia.
âShall I mix up one of my herbals, miss? She needs something to help her sleep and to dull the pain.â
âBy all means and Iâm sorry that I snapped at you. It was just such a shock to see the laudanum on her bedside cabinet. He attempted to give it to her last time he called, before we engaged Doctor â â
âRun along and make her something more suitable,â exhorted Lucia, as the housekeeper bobbed a curtsy and left the room.
âLucia, is that you?â
Her mother opened her eyes and seemed distressed.
âMama, I am here,â said Lucia soothingly. âNow you must rest and not exert yourself.â
âWhere is your stepfather?â she asked. âHe has not been in to see me today.â
âHe is occupied with business matters, Mama. How are you feeling?â
âA little woozy. The medicine that doctor gave me has such a bitter flavour.â
âMama, I need to speak with you.â
âIs something wrong, darling?â asked her mother looking dismayed.
âNothing to alarm yourself about. It is just that I shall not be at the Hall during the week for the foreseeable future. Stepfather has found me employment.â
âEmployment!â she cried, trying to sit up in bed. âWhat nonsense is this?â
âMama, I have no choice. Lord Winterton has kindly offered to help us out of our current financial plight and in return, I will work for him as a secretary.â
A low moan came from her mother.
âOh, is this what we are reduced to? My daughter forced to take work as a mere secretary.â
âBut I shall not be just a secretary, Mama. Besides, I cannot withdraw as my working for him is a condition of the loan. Lord Winterton is an important man in the County and from what he says, he needs help in running his many businesses.â
âHe means he needs help escaping from his paramours. Oh, Lucia! He is not the kind of man you should be working for. The man is a rake!â
Lucia was shocked at her motherâs vehemence. Her eyes were staring and she seemed to be very distressed.
âHe has led a life of looseness and has dubious morals,â she continued. âNo woman is safe in his presence. I hope he has arranged a chaperone for you? If not, you must insist.
You cannot have your reputation ruined and you know I have long desired that you make a good match when the time comes for you to be married.â
A lump rose in Luciaâs throat.
âHow can I tell Mama that I am part of the bargain?â she thought as she watched her mother begin to cry.
âI am certain that he is not as black as he is painted, Mama â â she began.
âYou do not know him. You are young and innocent and not familiar with the ways of men such as he. He is a marriage wrecker and thinks nothing of compromising the virtue of ladies. Why, only last year, some poor wretch had to be sent away to the coast.â
Lucia grasped her motherâs meaning at once. There was only reason why young ladies from good