Croix aside from the money and information he might offer, that didnât mean she didnât find him . . . interesting.
Unlike her emotions, Ashâs curiosity remained strong. Right now, Nicholas had piqued that curiosity. She wanted to know moreâespecially if learning about him told her more about Rachel.
âYou seem to be a cold, vengeful, unfriendly sort of man, Nicholas.â
âYou noticed.â His tone suggested boredom and his attention remained on his computer screen, but Ash suspected that heâd focused completely on her. âWill you tell me now that I shouldnât be obsessed with revenge?â
âWhy would I care about that?â How strange. Whether he pursued revenge or not wasnât any business of hers, except that now she was bound to help him. Other than that, it didnât matter if he did. âI want to know more about Rachel. So I wondered if she liked you, even though youâre not very likable.â
He glanced up then, his gaze assessingâas if calculating his response, Ash realized. What would he come up with?
To her surprise, he came up with an answer. âNo. She didnât like me, not at the beginning. Madelyn told her too much about me.â
âMadelyn told her lies?â
âNo, the truth. Madelyn told Rachel that I intended to destroy Wells-Downâand destroy her âin any way that I could.â
âSo you were just as bent on revenge before Rachel died as you are now,â Ash observed. âAnd just as unlikable. But you changed Rachelâs feelings toward you.â
Icy amusement touched his mouth. âI can be charming.â
Ash didnât doubt it. Though he was cold now, she thought Nicholas St. Croix could probably pretend to feel something when it was convenient. Heâd know how to flatter a woman, to make her feel special. Heâd calculate her every reaction, and add her response to a reservoir of data that he could use to further his agenda.
âShe loved you.â
Though the icy amusement didnât leave his expression, Ash sensed a hardening within him, as if heâd put another lock on the door separating her from his emotions. That , she thought, was his true response. He showed her one reaction, and although the hardness didnât feel any warmer than his amusement and she had no idea what lay beyond that barrier heâd erected, the very act of strengthening that barrier told her enough. Some deep emotion lay within him, and he felt a need to hide it from her.
âYes,â he said easily. âShe did love me.â
âI suppose she must have. The police report said she threw herself in front of you.â That sounded like loveâa rather dramatic, soap-opera sort of love, at least. Ash had her doubts. âWhat really happened? Who really fired the gun? You said that Rachel blocked Madelynâs shotâbut I canât believe Madelyn tried to shoot you. It would break the Rules.â
His eyes narrowed. âYou think I lied about not killing Rachel?â
âYes.â Ash could almost feel Madelynâs strong fingers digging into her arms, shaking her. Donât break the Rules. Donât! âMadelyn warned me not to kill anyone. Itâs one of the few things I remember from before Nightingale House. So I canât believe that sheâd be foolish enough to shoot you.â
âI see.â He gave her that assessing stare again before abruptly continuing, âMadelyn didnât break the Rules when she fired the gun. I gave her permission to shoot me.â
What? Ash hadnât expected that. Astonishment leapt through her, new and intriguing. But as much as she wanted to concentrate on the feeling, his admission proved more fascinating.
âYou told Madelyn to kill you? Why would you do that?â
âWhen I swung by Madelynâs house that evening to pick her up after work, Rachel invited me in. Madelyn was still in