the office upstairs.â
âDid you know Madelyn was there, too?â
His thin smile could have been a yes or a no, and Ash couldnât decide which was more likely: She believed that Nicholas would have relished the confrontation with Madelyn, and she believed that Nicholas hated his mother enough that he wouldnât have entered the house if heâd known she was there.
In the end, she supposed it didnât matter. Heâd gone in.
âMadelyn and I argued, of course.â He said it casually, setting aside his computer and sitting back, as if settling in for a comfortable chat. âMadelyn drew a gun from her desk, and I told her: Shoot me, then. Youâve wanted to get rid of me for twenty years. So do it. She did, but Rachel got in between. Then they disappeared.â
So he had given permission. But why? Heâd been determined to destroy Madelyn, not himself.
âYou didnât think sheâd really do it,â Ash guessed.
âNo, I didnât. Pulling out that gun seemed like a rash, hysterical move, but Madelyn isnât impulsiveâeverything she does is calculated. Sheâd lose her company if she murdered me, and Madelyn wouldnât risk that. So I assumed she only meant to frighten me.â
âSo you egged her on.â
âYes. Now I know that a demon wouldnât resist a free pass to kill a human. Getting rid of the evidence would be easyâand it would have been her word against Rachelâs.â
But Rachel had thrown herself between them, instead. Sacrificing herself wouldnât have been the same as giving Madelyn permission to kill herâand so Madelyn had still broken the Rules, Ash realized. Was that why theyâd disappeared?
âWhat are the consequences if a demon kills a human?â
âThe consequences before the portals to Hell were closed, or the consequences now?â
âWhat portals to Hell?â
As if her question frustrated him, his jaw clenched. âThe Gates between Earth and Hell,â he said. âThey closed three years ago.â
After Madelyn had shot Rachel and broken the Rules. âSo what should have happened to Madelyn six years ago?â
âSheâd have been either punished in Hell or killed.â
âAnd now? What if I deny a humanâs free will?â
âAre you planning on doing that?â He must have thought she wouldnât; he didnât wait for her answer. âWith the Gates shut, you canât be taken back to Hell, so Rosalia and her partner would hunt you down. Theyâd have a psychic lock on you as soon as you broke the Rules, and they wouldnât stop until you were dead.â
Punished or dead. With those as her only options, it was best just to heed Madelynâs warning, and not break the Rules.
Not that Ash felt a particular urge to break them, anyway. Strange, wasnât that? As a demon, shouldnât she be plotting how to kill or maim him?
At the very least, shouldnât she be trying to make him cry?
What would a demon do? Ash couldnât answer that. Nicholas didnât seem to subscribe to the âdemons are rebels with a causeâ interpretation that she remembered from several books and movies, so she must be the âutterly evil and corruptâ variety. But if that were so, shouldnât every step she took and word she spoke all be designed to bring about Nicholasâs eventual destruction? Shouldnât it be instinctive?
Or was Nicholas completely wrong about demons?
She frowned at him. âIf Iâm a demon, why arenât I plotting your downfall?â
âBecause we have a bargain,â he said. âIf you donât help me, youâre screwed.â
âBut why arenât I already making plans for after we fulfill our parts of the bargain?â If Ash could have been disappointed in herself, she would have been. She obviously suffered from a severe lack of initiative. âI must