know her dadâs identity.
When she was twelve, Susan told her his name.
Which only made Harper want to meet him more. He was famous! That made her important! And she, a street-smart New York kid, could do this without her momâs help. But Susan dissuaded her. âHe was never a father to you,â sheâd said sadly. âI think of him as a sperm donor, thatâs all. Iâm glad I got you out of it.â
Thatâs how she knew her mother, for all the time that had gone by, had never forgiven her father for walking out.
The following year, having bulked up on after-school specials and weepy TV movies, Harper had demanded, âDoes he even know about me?â
Susan conceded that he did.
âDid he ever try to contact me?â Harper had probed, hoping maybe her father had wanted to but Susan had prevented him.
Susan had taken a deep breath. âHereâs the thing, honey. At first, he tried to send money to help support youâwhich Iâm sure his lawyer put him up toâbut I refused it. I signed a waiver promising Iâd never ask for anything, and never make it public. Because a scandal is exactly what he wouldâve wantedâit wouldâve given his bad-boy image some street cred. But Iwasnât playing. I was no oneâs victim, and you were no oneâs pawn. You were mine.â
Harper had learned all this just when her friends were beginning to date, just when boys at school had begun to notice her. It was a lucky crossroads. She, unlike so many of her teary, brokenhearted friends, knew from the jump not to trust boys, never to be vulnerable, never to open yourself up to that much hurt. She practiced what she believed.
Until Luke Clearwater came along.
âGuess what?â Harper said as she swung into the room she shared with Katie.
Her roommate was at the mirrorâhow new!âapplying lip gloss. âMmwhat?â Katie said while smushing her lips closed.
âYou can float away on OJ. Thereâs a ton in the fridge with your name.â
Not taking her eyes off the mirror, Katie frowned. âYouâre not helping her by cleaning up her messes. Even I stopped tossing away the half-eaten, fly-ridden fruit. I put them in her room instead.â
âHow thoughtful,â Harper deadpanned. âIâm sure she appreciates that.â
âThatâs not the point. Alefiyaâs never going to learn to be responsible for herself unless something impacts her directly.â
This amused Harper. âSpeaking of learning, how long do you think itâll take our Rebel Grllz to figure out your game?â
Katie bristled. âSince youâve got it down, wanna clue me in?â
âThat you could care less about them. That youâre using them for their proximity to rich guysâand access to their parentsâ wallets.â Harper hopped onto her bed.
âYour point?â Katie shrugged, continuing to separate and lengthen her lashes with her NARS mascara.
âItâs not right, itâs not moral. The only thing youâre teaching them is how to shop and be manipulative.â
âWho died and made you Oprah? The campers love me, and Iâm not hurting anyone, so whatâs your issue?â
Seriously, Harper gave herself a mental jab: What was her issue? What did she care what Queen Katie did? It was true the campers worshipped Katie-The-Kick, from her silky platinum tresses to her cutesy designer sundresses. Katie was teaching them exactly what they wanted to learn, what most girls who came into contact with Katie wanted to know: how to be her.
As opposed to Harperâs group, who were learning how to create the perfect protest poster, memorizing the ode to Barbie by Nerissa Nields (âIf she were mortal, she would be/six foot five and a hundred and three,â) and learning classic songs like âWar, What Is It Good For?â and John Lennonâs âRevolution.â
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