heâd bet, had the same instincts as he did about Leonora. Ali? Nah. He sighed. It was time to do something heâd never done in his entire life.
Clean a bathroom.
Harperâs Reverie
Harper was psyched that sheâd brought her bike, since Cape Cod was made for cyclists. Miles of paths, flat and hilly, laced the landscape, offering radically breathtaking scenery. Sheâd grown up on city streets, where the only nature was Central Park, if you didnât count the odd sprouts of weeds popping up between cracks in the sidewalk. Strange, but she found riding past the windswept sandy beaches and over grassy meadows a balm for her raw wounds.
Sheâd read somewhere that if you allow yourself to just empty your head, surrender to the grandeur of Mother Nature, your own problems seem smaller, your pain less intense.
Still waitinâ to feel that way, she conceded.
Her aunt, twice widowed, believed in the opposite: that being frenetically busy, darting from one adventure to another,helped, âBecause pain canât hit a moving target,â sheâd counseled.
Harper hunkered down and pedaled faster.
When sheâd fled Boston for the summer, she hadnât been consciously thinking about anything beyond survival. âCause if she so much as glimpsed Luke, with or without his new squeeze, she would not be able to breathe. So sheâd grabbed on to the first lifeboat sheâd found: the Web posting that had led her here.
In a perverse way, Harper almost welcomed the bickering of the housemates, the carping of her campers; didnât even mind Katie as much as she made out. All the noise helped keep her mind off Luke. And where her mind went, maybe her heart would learn to follow.
Late Saturday afternoon, Harper was riding along one of her favorite daffodil-lined back roads into town. Her cell phone rang, and her stomach twisted. No way would it be Luke, she scolded herself. She had to stop hoping.
The caller ID read MOM .
Harper could swear her mother was a mind reader: Susan could see Harper and know what she was thinking, no matter how far apart they were.
âWhereâd I catch you?â Susan asked. âOn the beach somewhere?â
âClose. Iâm biking into town to buy some stuff.â Her list included orange juice, to make up for the half gallon that Alihad unintentionally taken from Katie. And the locksmith, so Mitch wouldnât find out that Ali had lost her keysâagain.
Her mother wasnât big on small talk, anyway. Just a few minutes into the conversation, Susan launched into the real reason sheâd called: Harperâs heartbreak. âKeeping all that hurt bottled up inside wonât help,â said her mom, âand running away wonât solve it.â
Harper sighed. âSo what will help, Mom? Youâre the expert.â
Her mother didnât flinch. âOpening up, talking about how you feel. And time. Getting over him will take time.â
How much time? Harper wanted to ask. How much time had it taken her mother to forgive her father, whoâd said, âSee yaâ before Harper had been born?
When sheâd first realized that all her friends had dadsâeven dads who didnât live with themâHarper had pleaded with her mom to get her one. For years, Susan had managed to change the subject artfully, to divert her attention, citing all the loving friends and relatives they did have.
Had her mother forgiven her father by that time?
Years later, when Harper was old enough to realize what any onlooker knew in an instantâthat the sight of her with blond, blue-eyed Susan meant her father was likely African-Americanâshe pushed harder to know the truth: âWho is he? Why canât I meet him?â
Reluctantly, Susan agreed to make contact. Days, weeks, then months went byâHarper had countedâwith no reply, no news. Suspecting her mom hadnât made the call at all, Harper demanded to
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