were all wild Irish redheads.â
âI remember her hair,â Sid says. âDeviâs hair.â
âHer hair was glorious,â Elizabeth says. âLike yours. But itâs gray now. And short.â
âYeah. I saw a picture. Of her and Wain and you.â
When he doesnât continue, Elizabeth says, âItâs all a bit of a shock, isnât it?â
âYup,â Sid says, thinking of Wainâs blue-black skin, his white grin. âDid you really not know about me?â Itâs hard for him to imagine keeping such an enormous secret for so long, although if he is honest, he knows heâs probably capable of it. He wonders how Devi felt after she left him with Megan. Ashamed? Worthless? Sad? Even soânot telling your own mother that you have a childâthatâs huge. And kind of cruel.
âThe first I heard of you was a week ago, when Wain disappeared and Phil decided to tell me Deviâs secret. Heâs been a good friend to herâand to meâbut I wish he hadnât waited so long to tell me.â Elizabeth reaches over and touches Sid lightly on the arm. âBut youâre here nowâthatâs whatâs important, yes?â
âI guess,â he says. âIâm not really sure why Iâm here though. I mean, how am I going to find Wain when you and Phil canât?â
âI donât know, dear,â Elizabeth says. âMostly I just wanted to meet you. Iâm sorry if that seems selfish. And we can certainly use your help trying to find Wain. The police are aware that heâs run away, but heâs run away so many times, I donât think theyâre looking all that hard. Heâs never been gone this long though. And with Devi goneâ¦well, Iâm not as young as I used to be and I donât have the energy to go out after dark and search for him. Wain and I arenât as close as we once were. I donât know his friends anymore. Or where he might go.â
âBut I donât know him at all,â Sid says. âAnd I donât know the city either.â
Elizabeth sits on the couch and pats the cushion beside her.
âSit down, and Iâll tell you about him. Maybe that will help.â
Sid turns back to the window. TMI, he thinks. Thatâs what Chloe would say. Too Much Information. He needs some time to take it all in. A huge gray ferry with a red stripe near the waterline is angling into the harborâ Coho , it says on the bow. It looks impossibly large for the space, a Godzilla of a ship about to crush the tiny wharf. Miraculously, it doesnât. âIâd rather go for walk,â he says. âIf thatâs okay with you.â
Armed with a school photo of Wain and a map of downtown Victoria, Sid sets out alone, promising to be back by lunchtime. Phil says he has things to do and that he will pick Sid up after lunch. Sid worries that Elizabeth is already disappointed in him, but he needs to be alone. She can tell him about Wain over lunch.
When he comes out of the condo building, he turns left and follows a waterfront walkway in front of a hotel and onto a pale-blue bridge that looks like itâs constructed of rusty Meccano. The pedestrian path is made of wooden planks that vibrate slightly as the cars go by on the other side of a metal railing. There is a red wharf to the right, and Sid smiles at the sight of it. Just like home. He can see people on a grassy verge above the wharf. Maybe he should talk to them about Wain. But as he approaches them, he realizes that they are homeless men, much older than Wain, dirty, some obviously drunk or high. Sid turns away and heads up the street. He passes small stores selling expensive clothing and explores a brick courtyard where a juggler is entertaining a crowd of kids. He knows he should be showing people the picture of Wain, but heâs not ready yet. Besides, most of the people in the courtyard look like tourists: