hoping to get a Glenn Martin.â
âMaybe,â I said.
âAfter supper, I can show you the models Iâve already made. I have Fokkers, Aircos, SPADs, Junkers, Vickers, Halberstadts, and a Sopwith thatâs a triplane with three wings, which is quite
rare. My grandfather helps me build the planes sometimes, and heâs quite patient with me. Even though Iâm the smartest student in my class, I also have a large temper for a boy my age. I can be difficult at times.â
âSelf-knowledge is a wonderful thing,â Seana said.
âAt school, Iâm required to have my own teacher with me all day, in addition to the regular teacher for the other students,â he explained to Seana. âItâs called special education.â
âFigures,â Seana said.
âFigures?â
âSpecial education for a special guy, and youâre pretty special, arenât you?â
âI certainly hope so,â Gabe said.
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After we helped Trish put the children to bedâGabe showed us his model airplane collection and then read a story to Seana while I read one to AnnaâTrish took down a small metal box from a cabinet over the sink, and asked if we wanted to smoke some funny stuff with her.
She pushed away a bunch of clothes and laundry so we could sit side by side, and stuffed what looked like pencil shavings into a small clay pipe. She lit the pipe, inhaled, held the smoke down in her lungs, exhaled, and passed the pipe to Seana.
âSweet,â Seana said after sheâd taken a long drag.
âLovely, lovely,â I said after Iâd let the smoke permeate my lungs and float up toward my brain. âThis is quality stuff.â
âThatâs because some of itâs Nick,â Trish said.
â Nick?! â I said.
âDid you really ?â Seana asked.
âUh-huh. Just a small sprinkling, though.â
âHow wonderful,â Seana said.
I felt nauseated, dizzy. âYou actually put some of Nickâs ashes in here?â I asked.
âUh-huh,â Trish said. âI thought of doing thisâwhat weâre
doing nowâI mean I had it in mind ever since your phone callâas being a kind of private memorial ceremony Nick would appreciate, wherever he is. Heâs part of us nowâ¦â
This was when Seanaâs cell phone rang. âItâs Max,â she said, looking at the phoneâs display screen and grinning. âHis timing has always been impeccable.â
While Trish and I passed the pipe back and forth, Seana talked with Max, and told him weâd visited with Nickâs parents, were now visiting with Trish and her children, and that sheâd found another home away from homeâa quiet place where the two of them could be happy campers while working on their books. She told him weâd already paid for a room at an inn we werenât going to use, and suggested he drive up and be our guest there.
âThat would be so cool ,â Trish said. âEven though I only met your dad a couple of times, I fell in love with him, Charlie, and used to wish heâd been my father. Is that okay?â
âSure,â I said.
âI mean, itâs like I miss him because I wanted to know him and never did, and maybe now my chance has come. Is that okay?â
âSure,â I said again.
âWe all miss you, Max,â Seana was saying. âWe do. And that includes me because I become very sad when Iâm away from you.â
âMe too,â I said, and I asked Seana to ask my father if he wanted to say hello to his beloved son.
âHe says he only called because he misses us and that I should say âGoodbye and good luckâ to you,â she said a moment later.
âThatâs the title of my favorite Grace Paley story,â Trish said. She rested her head against Seanaâs shoulder. âBut youâre still my favorite author, so thereâs no need to be