Charlie. Youâre essentially a good guy, no matter what you think and no matter what you did.â
âCan I quote you on that?â
âNo,â she said, and she hung up.
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âOh my god!â Trish exclaimed as soon as we entered her house. âItâs really you, isnât it?â
âWho else could I be?â Seana replied, clearly delighted by
Trishâs uninhibited exuberance, and by Trish herself, who, though overweight, as promised, was as lovely as ever, her long, soft brown hair pulled back in a ponytail, her cheeks flushed, her slate-gray eyes aglow with eagerness and enthusiasm.
âDid Charlie tell you that Triangle is my very favorite novel of all time, and that I could recite most of it, word for word, my favorite scenes anyway.â
âThanks but no thanks,â Seana said even as she knelt down slightly and smiled at Gabe and Anna, who were standing next to Trish, Anna holding on to Gabeâs sleeve.
âSo youâre Gabe,â she said. âAnd this is your sister Anna, right?â
âThatâs correct,â Gabe said. âIâm ten years old, going on elevenâten going on twenty-three is the way my mother often puts itâand my sister Anna is seventeen months old, but she can walk already, and she can talk when she chooses to.â
Trish wore black carpenterâs coveralls on top of a button-down light-blue shirt, but they didnât do much to hide the fact that sheâd gained a considerable amount of weight since the last time Iâd seen herâtwenty to thirty pounds, at leastâand I was glad sheâd warned me so that I didnât gape. The house looked the way it always hadâas if the people who worked the local flea markets were storing their stuff there: clothing, suitcases, backpacks, dishes, pots and pans, Mason jars, wicker baskets, hat boxes, lamps, catalogs, magazines, and books piled everywhere.
What I wasnât prepared for, though, and I saw that it pleased Trish to see my surprise, was Gabe. He looked more like Nick than ever and, the shocker, seemed very sturdy. The constant restlessness that had brought on various diagnosesâADD, ADHD, autism, Aspergerâsâseemed gone. His blue eyes were nearly as black as his hair, which fell to his shouldersâa shock of it lay at a diagonal across his forehead like a crowâs wingâand he stared at me without blinking. I couldnât shake the feelingâI recalled that this had been so even before he was a year
oldâthat there was a fierce and determined old man inside him that was staring out from a little boyâs head.
âHey Gabe,â I said, and put out my hand. âItâs good to see you again.â
âYouâre Charlie,â he said.
âIâm Charlie,â I said.
âI donât remember you, but my mother showed me your photograph.â
âIâm Charlie,â I said again, âand I remember you from when you were a little boy.â
âMy fatherâs dead,â he said.
âSad to say, yesâyour fatherâs dead.â
âYou saw him die,â he said.
âI saw him fall ,â I said.
âThatâs accurate,â Gabe said, âand I accept the correction. But itâs not useful information.â
âYour father was my closest friend,â I said.
âI know that already,â Gabe said. âWould you be interested in seeing his ashes?â
Trish leaned toward Gabe, but without touching him. âNot yet, sweetheart,â she said. âBe patient, all right?â She turned to us. âLorenzoâMister Falzettiâgave the ashes to meâbrought them here in a box one day, said heâd decided theyâd mean more to me than to him, and I didnât have the heartâor strengthâto argue. With Lorenzo, itâs always easiest to let him have his way.â
âLike father, like son?â I