her hips and her black curls bouncing. âWhatâs it going to be, Chica? Itâs your choice.â
I sigh and shake my head, then put the phone back up to my ear. âIâm sorry, Dr. Beckerââ
âPlease, itâs Miles.â
âMiles . . .â
Rosa glares at me.
âAs I was saying, I donât really date. But a cup of coffee with a friend would be nice.â I stick my tongue out at Rosa.
I then have the same conversation with Dr. BeckâI mean, Miles âthat I had with Sabina. I invite him to the café on Wednesday afternoon.
When I hang up, Iâm so angry with Rosa that I want to put my hands around her little neck and . . .
âWhoa, you stop!â She turns and runs.
âRosa!â I follow her back into the kitchen where I see her standing behind Paco. âHow could you? You have no businessâI need to set some boundaries with you. I can do that. I can set boundaries. I have a book on just that topic. Somewhere.â
Paco holds up one hand. âBella, she has your best interest at heart. We all do. Dr. Becker is a good man.â
âYou told Paco?â Then I turn and look at the rest of those gathered around the table. All eyes are on me. âYou told them all? Rosa . . .â My anger starts to wane as Paco shakes his head.
âWe love you, Bella. We want the best for you.â
âWhat makes you all so sure a man is whatâs best for me? I know whatâs best for me. Iâm free to make those decisions myself. Anyway, he just wants to be friends.â
Right?
Rosa comes out from behind Pacoâa look of contrition on her face. She comes toward me and then takes one of my hands in both of hers.
âI sorry, Ellyn. You right. You free to make choices yourself. I shouldnât meddle.â She looks at the floor as she speaks.
âLook at me. Rosa, look at me.â When she looks up, thereâs a sly smile on her face.
âTruly . . .â She drops my hand and crosses her heart. âI very sorry.â
âYouâre not sorry at all. Anyway, itâs too late. Now Iâm stuck. Not with one coffee date, but two. Sabina and Miles.â
Rosa nods. âYes. Yes, you are.â She smiles at Paco and then goes and sits back at her place at the table. I see sheâs served dessert while I was on the phone. I reach for a plate with a large slice of flourless chocolate-rum torte with lemon creme anglaise and then pick up a fork. I take a bite and my heart rate begins to slow.
By the time I take the last bite, and swipe my finger across the plate to get the last drop of lemon creme, Iâve calmed down.
So, okay . . .
It wonât kill me to have coffee with the man just once.
At least, I donât think it will.
And Sabina? Sheâs interesting. Coffee with her might just be fun.
So yes. I have two dates . . . no, appointments . . . um, meetings with friends.
Whatever!
You are God and Lord of all you have created.
Saint Augustine
Chapter Eleven
Twila
Wednesdays Iâm at Corners of the Mouth all day. The wind blows so hard today that the wood doors at the front of the store open a crack every few minutes and fill the entry with cold sea air. I turn the gas pot-bellied stove on to heat the place. The store is like, so quiet this morning. I guess most people are saving their errands until the wind dies down, though here, it could be spring before that happens.
I lean against the counter where the registers are and read a new pamphlet on the cancer-fighting properties of broccoli sprouts. I know most of the information, but make a note to order some of the pamphlets to keep in the choir loft/herb room next to the seeds for sprouting.
I hear one of the front doors bang again and move to shut it tight, but then I see Ellyn standing in front of the refrigerator case in the foyer. âHi.â
âTwila, hi, I was hoping youâd be here.â
Sheâs pulling long
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