bust. Nicole just stood with her hand on her hip, shaking her head like what a small world.
âSo, what have you been up to? Youâre lookinâ good. Nice. You here, what? Traveling through or somethinâ?â Nicole said.
âIâm, uh, well.â It was awful. Nobody did anything. What could they possibly think? Sheâd blown it. Heidi had blown it for herself and Doreen. It was all so humiliating. If there was a hole she could sink into, she would. âIâm here, Iâm justââ
âItâs so nice to meet you, Nicole,â Doreen said sweetly, reaching out a hand to shake. âIâm Doreen. And thank you so much for bringing the booze. These boys were getting restless. Werenât you, boys?â Doreen swung open the door to the suite and waited for the girl to exit with her cart. Quick, confident, persuasive without being rude. The execution could not have been more perfect. Heidi shot her a look of gratitude.
âOh. Oh, sure, yes. Uh, no problem.â But Nicole just stood there, looking at Heidi and then at the rest of the party.
âItâs no good when the boys get restless,â Doreen added. She looked out into the hallway. âThank you.â
âOh! Yeah, sure. So, uh, if that is all, Iâll just . . . please let us know if there is anything else you might require.â
âWe wonât hesitate, will we?â said Doreen.
âThank you, Nicole,â said Heidi, finally finding her voice. âIt was nice seeing you.â
âYeah? Well. Likewise,â she said. She wheeled her cart out of the room and Doreen closed the door behind her. There was a long silence.
âI knew you looked familiar!â said Peter jovially. He poured out the scotch. âMy family has been staying at the Montauk for years. Nice to make friends with the staff, I think. The doorman, Manny? He sends us a Christmas card every year!â He raised his glass. âTo Manny and that nice lady and all the other people who work hard to make our lives comfortable.â
Heidi and Doreen exchanged looks. Heidi had said it herself a million times, when you looked the part and acted like you belonged, nobody would ever question your origins.
âTo Manny and Nicole!â Heidi echoed. She clinked Peterâs glass, then Coburnâs, then Doreenâs.
âTo their hard work and loyalty,â Doreen added. Where in the world did she come up with that? The girl had talent.
âHere, here!â said Coburn. They drank. The booze trickled hot and slippery down Heidiâs throat. Peter kissed her on the mouth and she thought, now this . This! THIS!
Autumn came. It swept the leafy hillsides of New Hampshire like a change of heart. Like falling in love , Doreen thought, and that is exactly what she did. She fell in love.
It all began one afternoon, when Doreen emerged from her Japanese class to find Gordon Lichter waiting for her. He seemed to lurk around every corner these daysâappearing after every class, hovering nearby during every meal. At first she had enjoyed his attentions. After all, a boy with Gordonâs looks and affluence would never have given the old Doreen a first glance. But it grew irksome to have him forever on her tail, seizing every opportunity to guide her to a table somewhere so he could ply her with trinkets and brag about his familyâs money.
Plus, his infatuation with Doreen had changed him. When they met that first day in the cafeteria, heâd been confident and full of fun. But now he seemed to be standing in shadow all the time, with a dark expression despite his adorable face. So he was a drag. And so ubiquitous! When Doreen saw him leaning against the languages building after her class, his hands deep in the pockets of his Barbour coat, it irritated her.
âDoreen! Hey! I mean, hi. How are you? Did you, I mean, was Japanese, like, good?â
âHello, Gordon,â said Doreen. She