Upstairs: âWould you make it yourself, darling? Nothing for me. Iâll just change into my working clothes, then youâll have to go.â
Calmly Dane said, âIâm not going.â
Sheila laughed. âCome on, pardner, have your drink and skedaddle.â
âI donât want a drink. And Iâm not going.â
Her laugh turned uncertain. âDane, Iâm not sure I like this. I must get to work.â
âYouâre not going to work, and Iâm not leaving.â
âI donât understand. What do you mean?â
âYouâre trying to get rid of me. Iâm not going to be got rid of.â
For a moment Sheila was quiet, as if weighing certain factors against her temper. Then she said in a light voice, âListen to the man! Are you keeping me, O Lord and Master? I pay my own rent, buddy-boy, and you stay when I say, and you leave when I tell you to, and right now I want you to leave.â When he stood there, saying nothing, her face turned to ice. âDane, leave now. I mean now . Or youâll be sorry.â
âMy father will be here any minute, wonât he?â
It was as if he had struck her. âYou know!⦠I suppose youâve known all along. I see, I see now. Thatâs whyââ
âThatâs why Iâm staying. Yes, sweetie pie, thatâs why.â
He was disgusted with her and with himself and with his father and even with his mother. He stripped off his jacket and laid it across the back of an armchair, and his silver cigaret case, a gift from his mother, dropped out of the pocket. He picked it up and took a cigaret and found his hands shaking so badly he could not light up.
âIâm waiting for my father,â he muttered, tossing the case on the chair. âWhatâs more, I intend to tell him about you and me.â
With a smothered half-cry, Sheila went to the picture window, to the door, back to the middle of the room. âAll right, Dane. Stay and be damned to you. I canât very well put you out by force.â
âYou didnât have the guts to tell him. Or maybe you never meant to?â
âThatâs foul, Dane. That really is!â
âOne man at a time, I believe you said. Didnât you mean one family at a time?â
To his stupefaction, she burst out laughing. âThis is very funny. Funnier than you could possibly imagine!â
âYou have a peculiar sense of humor!â Every speck of the love he had felt for her was vanishing with the speed of light. Dread began heavily to build up, and with it the insane rage he had been guarding against.
âYou think Iâve been sleeping with your father?â Sheila cried. âLet me tell you something, little boyâwe arenât lovers; we never have been. Thereâs nothing in the least physical about our friendship. Yes, and thatâs exactly what it isâfriendship! We like each other. We respect each other. We enjoy each otherâs company. But thatâs all. Of course you wonât believe it. Maybe nobody would. But, so help me, Dane, itâs the truth. For your own sake, if for no one elseâs, youâd better believe that.â
He could see his own fists, hear his own shout. âCanât you think of a more convincing story than that? Friendship! Donât you think I know the old manâs been parking his shoes under your bed every Wednesday night? Iâve seen some of his clothes in your bedroom closet!â
âHeâs been coming here, yes, and he keeps a change of clothingâsome comfortable thingsââ
âTo talk over the little events of the week, I suppose, over a tea cozy? In slacks and a dressing gown? What kind of triple-headed idiot do you take me for? For Godâs sake, donât you have the decency to admit it when youâre caught with your pants down?â
He choked; there was a roaring in his ears. He became faintly aware that