to ward off bad spirits because they canât stand to see their own reflections. Ladyâs deep voice shouts orders about where the ceremony will take place. Crazy Uncle Julio brought a lonely pink balloon, and itâs already started to sag in the corner.
Lula comes over and holds my hand. She stands straight and defiant as eyes linger on the scars on her cheek. Her hair is braided around her head like a crown, and instead of traditional flowers, she opted for a veiled fascinator covered in gems. She pulls on the veil to make sure it falls over her scars, and for the first time, I see a chink in my sisterâs armor.
âIâm sorry,â I tell her.
âNot now.â She holds my hand tighter, and we do a lap around the living room.
Lula elbows me hard and nods at the group of newcomers. She whistles just loud enough for me to hear.
âThatâs a drink of water and a half.â
âGross, weâre probably related,â I remind her.
Rose shakes her head on her way to the punch bowl. âNo, weâre not.â
But when Nova turns around, dressed in a blue button-down that frames his broad chest and shoulders, the magic in my belly tugs, and a warm pain passes over me. His earrings wink in the light. I donât know if I want to keep staring at his smile or find a quiet corner where I can throw up. Who am I kidding? There are no quiet corners in this house. Not tonight. He looks down the hall, where Iâm standing, but his gaze goes right past me.
Emma, a cousin thrice removed, stands next to Lula, hooking their arms together. Emma has small teeth and a pointy nose that gives her a look like sheâs always smelling something sour. âOh my Deos, heâs so fine.â
âTotally fly,â Mayi joins in, pursing her lips like sheâs getting ready to blow him a kiss.
âI heard he did three years in juvie,â Emma says.
âI heard his parents were into some really bad juju,â Mayi says. Her dark skin is like polished stone. Her long, dark hair comes down to her tiny waist. âThatâs why he lives with his grandma.â
âYou guys are holding out on me,â Lula tells them.
Mayi turns to Lula. She hesitates, then says, âWant me to glamour your scars?â
Lula looks startled for a moment. She unhooks herself from Emmaâs arm, reaches for her veil, and adjusts it.
âNo,â Lula says. âBut you might want to go to the bathroom. Your real nose is starting to show.â
Nova looks over to where weâre all staring at him. The girls all turn around quickly, except me. He smiles and licks his lips. A no-good kind of lick that says, Iâm going to get you .
âOh hey, Alex,â Emma says, as if only just noticing me. âHappy early birthday.â
âAre you ready to accept our Circle invitation?â Mayi asks.
âI think Iâd rather clip Crazy Uncle Julioâs toenails,â I say as the front door opens again. âMore people. Iâd better go say hi.â
Lula runs after me and pulls me into the corner near the stairs. She stares at the center of my forehead. âAre you going to be like this the whole time?â
â What? â I drop my voice to a whisper.
âCan you at least try to have fun?â
âWeâve never gotten along. Magic isnât going to change that.â
Lula shakes her head. âYouâre just mad you canât go to that stupid party with Rishi.â
âAnd youâre mad at me because of the maloscuro.â
âI didnât say that.â
âYou didnât have to. You wonât even look me in the eye. You wanted us all to have our powers. Now look. We do. Maybe you want to spend the rest of your life hiding from monsters and watching the people you love die, but I donât.â
She meets my eyes to prove a point, but only for a second. Her stormy-gray eyes flick to the side. âYouâre