will not fight this goddamn chemistry we have.
The girl was tough, I had to give her that, but I was not going to stop until she was mine. I had to have her, and right now I can't picture my life without her in it. Was I crazy? I've had woman say the same thing to me more times than I could count, even some to threaten suicide if they couldn't have me. God, I'm an asshole. There's no way those girls felt like this. Most of them, if not all of them, saw eye candy with money. I could see right through it and I used them for sex then tossed them away like trash.
I'm not proud of it, but they all knew from the beginning it was just sex. The one girl I didn't want just sex from was avoiding me like the plague. Karma's a bitch .
Sam leaves my office without me really noticing. I had been fighting the urge to call Aubrey since I left her hotel room. I left for North Carolina the next day not able to stay in Vegas when she wasn't there. I fumbled with my phone for a moment before I sent her a text.
Hey, thinking of you!! :) Ian
I sent it. Reading it back I groaned. What am I a 12 year old little girl? Damn, it's too late now. Hopefully she responds. If she doesn't I might possibly die, but my phone beeps letting me know I have a text.
LOL, are you a 12 year old girl :) Aubrey
Oh shit, I'm screwed . The girl can read my mind from 1,000 miles away.
Thinking of u naked and under me. Can’t wait to have u again. Ian xxx
OK, Ms. Jackson, take that. Let's see what you have to say to that.
OK that's better. Very excited to c u in NY. Very ready. Aubrey
Shit now I'm hard, very hard, and not sure if I'll survive the next three days.
Chapter 8
AUBREY
I sent the text back without thinking, because truthfully, I am so horny all the time thinking about Ian. After a long talk with Mags, and her telling me there was nothing wrong with enjoying the amazing sex, it didn't take too much to talk me into going for round two with Ian if the opportunity was there. His text was an invitation and I was more than willing to take him up on it. Now how the hell was I going to wait three more days? The past two have felt like a lifetime. So much for getting stuff done, all I could do was think of Ian Brady.
I wait a second to see if I get a text back, and he doesn't, so I decide to take the plunge.
If you want you can come earlier. No pressure, just a thought .
It's not a desperate invitation, it’s just an invitation. The thought of it is too exhilarating to imagine. I'll know if he doesn't text me back exactly how much of the attraction was in my head and not real. My phone beeps and my heart races before I see his answer.
Clearing my schedule. C U tomorrow night. Ian
Oh my. OK so this is going to happen again. I'm as nervous as I have ever been in my entire life. Then my phone beeps again.
Aubrey u will not b running away from me again . Ian
Whoa buddy, back the train up.
Just fun and sex. No relationship. GOT IT!!! Aubrey
Is it too late to back out now? It's not , but I really do want to see him. I am absolutely randy as Mags would say. Another text.
We'll talk tomorrow!!!! Ian
Oh yes we will, Mr. Brady, oh yes we will.
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