Victoria was having trouble working it out. Had she but realised, so was Katie, and she had been for the last week.
âI donât know. I thought Iâd chosen a satisfying career in teaching, but it all went belly upâ Katie checked Victoriaâs expression to see that she had understood the analogy. Reassured, she went on. âIâm thirty and Iâm at a crossroads in my working life. Nice as Martin is, I get the feeling heâs looking for something serious; maybe thinking of settling down. I really donât want to hitch myself up at this stage to a life as a housewife; dinner parties, driving the school run every day, taking the dog to the vet. Iâm looking for more out of life.â As she spoke, she could see from the expression on Victoriaâs face that she would have welcomed the attentions of a tall, handsome man. But maybe she had just found one in Tom, the army officer. Katie was quick to reassure her.
âNow if, on the other hand, I was an attractive twenty-five-year-old on the pull, that would be a very different matter.â Although this expression hadnât cropped up before, she could see from Victoriaâs blush that she had understood its significance. Katie couldnât resist a little dig. âLike a certain handsome army officer for example.â
They chatted until Mrs Milliner came to tell them that dinner was served. Over roast lamb with all the trimmings Katie and Jenny reminisced about Bournemouth, from the time they were schoolgirls together right up to the present day. Katie couldnât help noticing Victoriaâs interest as they discussed the series of boys and young men with whom they used to hang out. She found herself wondering yet again just how it might feel to have grown to adulthood without any of these experiences, not even school dances or sleepover parties.
After dinner they sat by the fire and Victoria insisted upon opening another bottle of champagne. As the level in the bottle dropped, Victoria began to loosen up. As she talked, Katie gradually began to realise why she had appeared a bit low earlier on that evening. It was because her brain had been working overtime.
âWe went to a party this afternoon,â Victoria was explaining to Jenny, although Katie had already told her most of it. âDo you know something? Iâm twenty-five years old and that was my very first party.â She glanced at Katie. âApart from a few kidsâ parties while my mother was still alive.â Turning back to Jenny, she continued. âIt was the strangest thing. For a while this afternoon, I felt almost like an alien. You know, somebody from another planet just looking on, studying the behaviour of these strange beings.â
âOne of whom was a very handsome being.â Katie was determined to keep the mood positive. She was, however, fascinated to hear Victoria talking about the way she felt. Up till then, apart from the admission that she had tried to run away as a teenager, she hadnât given much away. Katie was pleased to see two spots of colour in Victoriaâs cheeks appear at the mention of Tom.
âYes, one of whom was very handsome.â She glanced at Katie. âAlthough I found it difficult to talk to him. After all, I couldnât really just say, âOh, Tom, youâre so handsome.â Or is that what girls do these days?â
âOnly after a lot more booze than weâve had this evening.â Jenny was smiling. âAnyway, itâs only natural to feel a bit strange the first few times you go out in public. Youâll get the hang of it soon enough.â
Katie joined in to help raise her spirits. âYou may not realise it yet, but youâre going to be fighting the men off before long. And, if it helps, I found myself feeling pretty much like you at the party this afternoon. I didnât know anybody there and Iâve never been to a garden party before. I havenât