hit last night.â
Goldmark nodded vigorously. âAbsolutely, Jack. I was a man in total shock yesterday evening. Completely numb. Returning to Walterâs house and remembering the good times, well â¦â His voice carefully trailed off. âTo be perfectly frank with you, I just wanted to get the hell out of there. It got to me.â
âI can understand that. But today you feel fine.â
He tensed slightly. âDonât make it sound like a crime, pal. Iâm still upset but today is today, and the big parade goes on, no?â He held out his hands in a gesture of philosophic acceptance. He understood lifeâs mysteries and tragedies, this gold-plated putz.
â Comme ci, comme ça ,â he continued. âIâll level with you, Jack, if youâre interested.â
âPlease.â
âWalter was a sick man,â he said, very serious and sincere now, âand he shouldnât have done what he did. It was irresponsible, to Helen, to his friends, to the industry. But itâs done. Youâre not going to bring Walter back, Iâm not going to bring Walter back. So letâs go on.â
âWith what?â
Goldmark looked at me oddly, then his phone buzzed and he picked up. âNo calls, Judy. Who? Okay.â He smiled at me. âSorry, Jack, but Iâve been waiting for this bum to return a call for a week.â
âI understand.â
âBusiness is business.â His apologies were nonstop. Goldmark winked at me and then began hollering into the mouthpiece. âRobby, my friend. Howâs the boy? Darryl told me you had some kind of a flu bug. Sure, Darryl talks to me. Itâs all in the technique.â He laughed and laughed, looking at me with a big grin as if I, too, were supposed to start guffawing. I responded by picking my teeth with my thumbnail.
âListen, amigo, reason I called,â the agent was saying, was this â¦â He stopped and rolled out the morticianâs carpet. âOh, itâs awful about Walter. Crazy. But between you and me, Robby, I saw it coming for a long time. He was a very unhappy man.â Goldmark paused and shook his head somberly, as if Robby could see him. âOf course he shouldnât have done it. It was irresponsible, to Helen, to his friends, to the industry. Iâm sick about the whole thing. He was a client, sure, but before that, a friend.â He listened a bit more and looked at his watch. âRob, reason I called is this: Mike Adler is coming into town next Monday and would love to talk to you people about an idea heâs got. Youâve got a call from London? Okay. Listen, youâll be at Walterâs funeral tomorrow? Fine, weâll put our heads together afterwards. Love ya.â
Goldmark hung up and shrugged. âSorry, but that was Bob Lester of the Fox story department.â
âI never heard of him but Iâm impressed anyway. Iâm impressed all the time out here.â
Goldmark thought that might be a joke, so he laughed. I lit up a Lucky and went on.
âGoldmark, I get the distinct impression that you believe Walter killed himself because he was some kind of a neurotic.â
âHe was a neurotic.â
âWhich is why he checked himself out?â
âCorrect.â
âWell, thatâs not what the cops think.â
The agent took his foot off the script on the desk and rolled his chair forward.
âThey donât think it was suicide?â he whispered.
âNo, they think it was suicide, all right, but they chalk it up to something besides neurosis. They are claiming that Walter killed himself because he was a Communist, card-carrying variety, and terrified that heâd be ruined by the revelation. The cops hinted that some kind of major scandal is brewing.â
Goldmarkâs voice went as hollow as a dial tone. âWho told you that?â
âA lieutenant named Wynn, Homicide. You may be