wait.â
No. She spun, startled by Chanceâs voice. âI need to go pick my boys up,â she said, praying for strength in her words.
âLook, about what happened in thereââ
Miraculously she calmed. âI wonât be railroaded, Chance. And thatâs exactly how it felt in there. Iâm the first to know the auction was for a great cause, but I would have bid on a man if Iâd wanted one. And I didnât, donât and wonât be forced, no matter how good the intention.â
âAnd Iâd have put myself in the running if Iâd wanted a woman.â He stopped a few steps from her. âBelieve me, the last thing I want is to railroad you. I just came out here to say Iâm sorry if we offended you. I know thatis the last thing my family wanted to do. They thought they were doing you a favorââ
âThey were trying to match us up.â
He had the decency not to deny it. âYouâre right. I think that was apparent. But still, there was no offense intended. I can tell youâre upset. Are you okay? Is there something I can do?â
She shook her head, tears suddenly threatening. âIâIâm not offended. Not really. Look, I have my own plans and Iâm hoping everyone can understand that and honor my wishes.â
âYeah, sure they can. Iâll relay that to my family.â He stepped toward her, concern written in his expression.
âYou arenât okay.â
âIâm fine.â She pulled open her car door. âDonât worry about me. You have your own plan you came to town to work on, Iâm sure.â Why she added that she wasnât certain, but he got an odd look on his face. His jaw tightened and he glanced down the street for a long moment. Pain? Was that what sheâd just seen?
When he looked back at her his eyes were troubled, con firming that she had just seen a flash of hurt. âI do have my reasons for being back here. Anyway, you be careful picking up your kids. The deer are getting hungry this time of year and probably thick along the roadways.â
Her heart tightened for him as he headed down the street in the direction opposite from the community center. Apparently heâd had enough, too.
She got inside her car and sat in the silence, giving herself time to calm down before driving. This wasnât a new thing to her. Sheâd been upset far too many times inher life and knew driving while her world was spinning was risky.
She was still thinking about that troubled look in Chanceâs eyes when she finally headed to pick up the boys. Instead of worrying and dwelling on what had happened to her, she couldnât stop wondering what had brought Chance home.
Sheâd heard there had been a tragedy and a cowboy had been killed by the bull heâd been trying to ride. But that didnât explain why Chance had come home. He was a rodeo preacherâtragedy happened. And he was a man of faith. So what had put that pain in his expressionâ¦in his heart?
It was none of her business.
And she wanted it to remain that way. She did not want to get into Chance Turnerâs business and she didnât want him in hers.
Period.
With a capital P.
Chapter Six
C hance just couldnât let it go. Sitting in the truck at the end of Lynnâs drive he stared at the house in the early morning sunlight.
It had a steep gable roof and a porch on the front with a matching roofline. It was one of those roofs that Christmas lights looked great on, but a man could break his neck hanging them on the high pitch. The thought of Lynn attaching those lights herself bothered him as he pressed the gas and drove down the gravel driveway. Not to mention the fact that he couldnât stop thinking about how upset sheâd been last night. Heâd noticed that even upset as she was sheâd shown concern for him in the end.
Pulling to a halt in front of the house, he stepped