Müllerâs father was a Nazi,â I added. âI saw his picture.â
âMost Germans are.â Gretaâs lips twisted. Was she laughing at me? There was something in her voice that made me think so. She talked the way some teachers talked to the little kindergartners.
âAnd if we do find out she is a spy...â I said, menacingly.
âYes? Then what will you do?â
I was wishing I hadnât started this. It suddenly sounded so fake, like a story out of the
Girlsâ Crystal,
not real in the way Greta knew reality.
âWell, weâll tell Old Rose... or the police.â
âWill you kill her?â
âKill
her?â I gave a high little laugh. âOf course we wonât kill her. I meanââ
âWhen you follow Miss Müller, can I come with you?â Greta asked, her voice so urgent that it made me instinctively slide down the steps farther away from her.
âWell...â Oh, why,
why
had I brought this up? âYou see itâs really the whole dorm, Snow White dorm, not just me...â I stammered. âItâs not my decision, and we donât know exactly whenââ
âYou can come and get me. I waken very easily. I know how to be quiet.â
âYes, butââ
âThey killed my father.â Gretaâs face never changed expression.
âPardon?â I said, though I had heard perfectly well. Too well.
I pressed myself backward so hard against the railing that I felt it cut into my back. Oh no! Oh cripes! âYou mean the Germans?â I asked. Goofy question. My stomach was starting to stab in that familiar way that shouts âCramps coming.â The milk of magnesia wasnât strong enough to handle this. âHow do you know they killed him? I thought you didnât know.â
âWe have ways of finding out.â Greta stood up. âHis name was on the last list that was smuggled through.â The textbook lay open, the pages crumpled where sheâd sat. A robin zoomed down from a branch, grabbed a worm, and zoomed back into the tree. From assembly hall I heard the babble of voices, the scraping of feet. Assembly was over.
âI have to come with you when you follow her,â Greta said. She was holding my shoulder the way Iâd held little Hillaryâs girdle at dispensary.
âAll right,â I said, but I didnât mean it. Greta let go and I gave myself a shake. Lying was not something I did except maybe in a very big emergency. This was a very big emergency. When we followed Miss Müller, we definitely were not,
not
going to take Greta Ludowski with us. Goodness alone knew what
sheâd,
do!
Chapter Nine
T HE TEACHERS WERE coming out of Assembly Hall, Old Rose sweeping along in front like Cleopatra, Queen of the Nile, Mr. Atkinson behind her, his head tilted back on his skinny neck, his sharp nose poking in every direction. Miss Müller walked next to Mr. Bolton. He seemed to be her friend. Did the rest of the teachers like her, or did they hiss at her too, among themselves?
Beside me I felt Greta tense, and she muttered something I didnât understand. Maybe it was in Polish. I wished with all my heart that the world was the way it used to be when Iâd never heard of Nazis, when Greta was safe in Poland with her parents, and Miss Müller was back in Germany. A time when Alveara was just a school, not great but okay. When nobody dreamed that bombs would fall on Belfast. And oh, how I wished that I hadnât blabbed to Greta today. She was on the track now... not the way we were, but in a more deadly way that frightened me. âWill you kill her?â sheâd asked.
Kill her.
Swarms of girls came pouring out of assembly. Lizzie Mag rushed toward me. âLots of girls are leaving Alveara,â she said. âTheir parents are taking them home because Belfast is too dangerous. Betty Austinâs going and Selina Brown.â
I looked at
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