Lizard, her blond hair straight after the failure of last nightâs curls, the rest of her so pale and neat. And I wished another wish, that she could be in India with her parents and that they loved each other and loved her. âYouâre wishing your life away, Jess,â my mother always said in a sad sort of way.
âNo, Mummy, just wishing some lives could be better,â Iâd answer.
âHelen Payneâs gone already,â Lizard went on. âOld Boots took her trunk.â
âWas that the sensation?â I asked.
âNo. There was more. Things about Pearl Carson and Michael Moran. Itâs awful. Wait till you hear....â She stopped. âWhatâs the matter, Jess? You look so... so jumpy. Was Nursie awful?â
Before I could answer, someone touched my arm. âCome for me,â Greta said.
I nodded.
Lizzie Mag stared. âSheâs talking to you? Come for her where?â
âIâll tell you later,â I whispered.
Ada and Maureen had arrived on my other side.
âHave you told her yet about Pearl Carson?â Maureen whispered. âIt was too funny.â
âWhat?â I said.
âIt wasnât funny at all,â Lizzie Mag said.
âOld Rose gave us a lecture as long as Paddyâs leg about our disgraceful shenanigans last night.â Maureen giggled and tossed her hair. âAnd then she glared blazes right at Pearl Carson and said, âOne girl in particular dishonored the school by her offensive behavior with a boy. Disciplinary action will be taken. We are seriously considering expulsion.â â
Maureen could do a great takeoff on Old Roseâs haughty voice.
âExpulsion!â Weâd never had anybody expelled. Pearlâs behavior must have been
really
offensive. âDo you think she will be expelled?â I breathed. âAnd what about the boy she was with? What disciplinary action is going to be taken against him?â
âOh, none probably. It was Michael Moran. Head boy, captain of the cricket team.â Ada waved her fingers airily. âNothing disgraceful shall touch the head boy.â
âSpeaking of boys, here they come.â Maureen wet her finger and stroked under her lashes, which gave them a shiny, glistening effect till the hairs dried.
âMove along, move along, girls.â Miss Gaynor pressed on our shoulders to remove us quickly from the boysâ contaminating presence. I looked back and saw Ian with Curly Pritchard. Ian was wearing his navy-blue V-neck regulation sweater. I loved it when he wore that instead of his blazer. I could see him better, or at least more of him.
Ian smiled at me and nodded, and a lock of his straight blond hair fell over his forehead. Oh, gee willikers! Had those nice masculine lips of his really pressed against mine last night? That seemed so far away. Too bad. The good things had gotten lost in all the horrible things that were happening. Tonight, though, I would write about him in my diary and... I stopped. No, not in my diary. What if the maids should read it?
We were crowding forward, sheep being nuzzled by the sheepdog that was Miss Gaynor.
âWeâre to go directly from our lockers to second-period class,â Lizzie Mag told me.
âWait a second,â I said. She and Ada and Maureen slowed. Thereâd be no way to talk at our lockers, where Miss Hardcastle would be on sheepdog duty, nipping at us to hurry and get to class, and then at lunch we would be in our assigned seats with eavesdroppers all around. I spoke quickly. âMiss Müllerâs father was a Nazi soldier, and I think she went up on the roof in March, the night the munitions blew up.â The three of them were staring at me as if Iâd gone mad. âA Nazi soldier?â Ada mouthed. âMunitions?â âCome to my room for a meeting, right after school,â I said.
âWe have tennis,â Lizard reminded me.
âItâll
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