The whole world is so quiet. Clearance sale?
No way. Hang on... Yes, too many stuff. I like to get rid of any
old rubbish. I want a simple, simple life. And you, bro?'
'Absolute stability? Are you
talking about water? Does water have consciousness to try the
stability? Ha ha no. But I am not water. I am a human. I need an
absolute rest. How can I get that kind of stuff? Do I feel tired?
Not sure. I feel unstabilized by all that Christmas thingis and
stuffs. I like to go back to work, which I am good at. Work,
dinner, sleep, work, dinner, sleep. I like that routine. That
routine made me feel safe. Clean and clear. Anything wrong with it?
Am I depressed here? Possible. The aftermath.'
'I must be severly depressed. I
can see but I can not feel. I have no motivation either.'
'Good question. What shall I do
now? My eyelids started twitching.'
'There were things I loved to do.
What were they?'
'I do not know what hit me.
Something hit me hard. My heart got stunned. I will find out later.
Something happened. I am going to John's funeral next Saturday. I
do not know whether two things are related.'
'Was this your problem, the
bordum? I have the same problem now. Possibly just tonight. If I
have the same problem tomorrow, I have to think about my life. I
just lived and I have never thought about it properly.'
Suddely Ana woke up from three
days of hangover.
"John, did you konw NASA is using
Linux, Ubuntu? Change our OS. Urgent. Ana."
"Ana, do not jump. Just downdate
the version in order to limit the access. Or we can use google
chrome for tonight until it settled."
Ana thought,
'Who was talking about absolute
stability? There is no such a thing. My ears are getting hot. I
feel like a steamed dumpling. Sweating all around again... Why is
NASA using Ubuntu? They got fucked the other day anyway. They have
to change their operating system, not us. They are a pathetic
excuse to spend money. They are leaking money everywhere like an
old seniled man peeing around. They always make me angry. They make
me forget bringing down my chestnuts. Move you all to Mars and do
not come back.'
5th Week Dec 2014
29 Dec 2014
'I had to try very hard not to put
my own money in order not to lose the clarity. Shit. Does this make
sense? If my own money is at stake, I will not sleep. Then I will
burn myself. I will go crazy. But I like to see... Then again,
nobody is using their own money for the trading. That's how they
can do day after day, year after year. Still they get paid well.
Where is my commission here?'
2nd day of OS DLM
'Shit... I put my money on the
stake. I had an instant angina. I took some French brandy. Shit....
I am hooked again. I don't want to get divorced either. I am in a
deep shit. I cannot tell this to John either. Shit... I will try
today. If it will not work, I will withdraw the whole sum tomorrow
12 sharp. Simple. All I needed was some blood, attachment,
obssession, my whole heart. I feel good whatever state I got in. My
whole body is burning again. I am not a cold bitch. I am a burning
hell.'
"Ana, why are you so quiet? Did
you your morning homework?"
"John, not much thing to say until
os is settled. Everything ok with transactions etc?"
"Delayed but no problem."
"Carl called this morning. He said
something about decoupling."
"Thanks."
Time to time John made her feel
like a little girl who did something naughty.
It's like watching a hard core
porno, which she found in her mum's wardrobe, when parents are
away.
30 Dec 2014
3rd day of OS DLM
"John, it's working, isn't it? We
started swimming deep in Java."
"So far so good. I don't want to
be crashed into Java."
"Sorry, I mean the computer
language, not the actual sea."
"Ok."
"Ignore what King said. He was
quite useless, wasn't he? Anyway Mark gave up his bonus. We all
know why. Anyway, whenever there are two mountains, go for it. We
used to call it Twin Peak."
"Jose, you're such a genius. I
took my bonus. 25%. And you? Why not? We should take our
No way. Hang on... Yes, too many stuff. I like to get rid of any
old rubbish. I want a simple, simple life. And you, bro?'
'Absolute stability? Are you
talking about water? Does water have consciousness to try the
stability? Ha ha no. But I am not water. I am a human. I need an
absolute rest. How can I get that kind of stuff? Do I feel tired?
Not sure. I feel unstabilized by all that Christmas thingis and
stuffs. I like to go back to work, which I am good at. Work,
dinner, sleep, work, dinner, sleep. I like that routine. That
routine made me feel safe. Clean and clear. Anything wrong with it?
Am I depressed here? Possible. The aftermath.'
'I must be severly depressed. I
can see but I can not feel. I have no motivation either.'
'Good question. What shall I do
now? My eyelids started twitching.'
'There were things I loved to do.
What were they?'
'I do not know what hit me.
Something hit me hard. My heart got stunned. I will find out later.
Something happened. I am going to John's funeral next Saturday. I
do not know whether two things are related.'
'Was this your problem, the
bordum? I have the same problem now. Possibly just tonight. If I
have the same problem tomorrow, I have to think about my life. I
just lived and I have never thought about it properly.'
Suddely Ana woke up from three
days of hangover.
"John, did you konw NASA is using
Linux, Ubuntu? Change our OS. Urgent. Ana."
"Ana, do not jump. Just downdate
the version in order to limit the access. Or we can use google
chrome for tonight until it settled."
Ana thought,
'Who was talking about absolute
stability? There is no such a thing. My ears are getting hot. I
feel like a steamed dumpling. Sweating all around again... Why is
NASA using Ubuntu? They got fucked the other day anyway. They have
to change their operating system, not us. They are a pathetic
excuse to spend money. They are leaking money everywhere like an
old seniled man peeing around. They always make me angry. They make
me forget bringing down my chestnuts. Move you all to Mars and do
not come back.'
5th Week Dec 2014
29 Dec 2014
'I had to try very hard not to put
my own money in order not to lose the clarity. Shit. Does this make
sense? If my own money is at stake, I will not sleep. Then I will
burn myself. I will go crazy. But I like to see... Then again,
nobody is using their own money for the trading. That's how they
can do day after day, year after year. Still they get paid well.
Where is my commission here?'
2nd day of OS DLM
'Shit... I put my money on the
stake. I had an instant angina. I took some French brandy. Shit....
I am hooked again. I don't want to get divorced either. I am in a
deep shit. I cannot tell this to John either. Shit... I will try
today. If it will not work, I will withdraw the whole sum tomorrow
12 sharp. Simple. All I needed was some blood, attachment,
obssession, my whole heart. I feel good whatever state I got in. My
whole body is burning again. I am not a cold bitch. I am a burning
hell.'
"Ana, why are you so quiet? Did
you your morning homework?"
"John, not much thing to say until
os is settled. Everything ok with transactions etc?"
"Delayed but no problem."
"Carl called this morning. He said
something about decoupling."
"Thanks."
Time to time John made her feel
like a little girl who did something naughty.
It's like watching a hard core
porno, which she found in her mum's wardrobe, when parents are
away.
30 Dec 2014
3rd day of OS DLM
"John, it's working, isn't it? We
started swimming deep in Java."
"So far so good. I don't want to
be crashed into Java."
"Sorry, I mean the computer
language, not the actual sea."
"Ok."
"Ignore what King said. He was
quite useless, wasn't he? Anyway Mark gave up his bonus. We all
know why. Anyway, whenever there are two mountains, go for it. We
used to call it Twin Peak."
"Jose, you're such a genius. I
took my bonus. 25%. And you? Why not? We should take our
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