from the rear of the gondola with a good view of the shipâs surroundings through the windows that ring it. Itâs mostly gray metal, with a few reinforced panels bolted onto it. Chang sits in front of the controls closer to the front of the gondola. Some kind of personal objectâa bit of netting with some crystals or jewelry attached to itâhangs from the right arm of his seat. I think about asking him what it is but then donât. Iâd probably get another âfuck youâ or âfuck offâ or âdie, you fuck.â
âDid Mal tell you all to hate my guts?â I ask.
âNo,â Whistler said, âwe did that all on our own.â
I donât get as much lip from Chase and Orkney, the other two members of the crew, but thatâs mostly because theyâre off manning the large guns, one on each side of the Raven âs shell.
I had entertained brief thoughts of overpowering the crew. Taking control of the ship and forming a plan to rescue Miranda, but I would only chance it if I knew I could succeed. And even though there are only two people here with me, one of whom is flying the Raven , I still canât chance it. Mirandaâs life is at stake.
So I wait.
âYou said itâs a library,â Whistler says.
âYes,â I say. âThatâs a place where they used to keep books.â
The stare that Whistler gives me deserves its own caliber.
âSo this woman has access to all of these books.â
âYes.â
âThen why do people need her at all? Why not take the library and the books as well?â
I sigh. âItâs not about the books. Even if you can read, do you know where to find what youâre looking for? Do you want to read through book after book to find it?â
Whistlerâs face contorts into a sour expression.
âThatâs what Lord Tess offers. She will get you the information. Sometimes by checking a book. Sometimes by trading information someone traded her. I think she even has some working computers in the place. But what she offers isnât the books. Itâs the service.â
âAnd youâre sure she can get us those pumps?â
âYes,â I lie. I donât know for certain. This might be something Tess canât do, but Iâve risked it all on this one shot. And unlike Mal and me, or Mal and Tess, Tess and I have good history. I think sheâll do what she can to help.
âYou better hope youâre right,â Whistler says. Chang nods, silently.
Iâve been thinking the same thing.
âSo . . . Hawaii,â I say.
Whistler glares at me in response.
âYou going to become, what, farmers? Live off the land?â
No response.
âSorry, but you guys donât seem like the type.â
âMal said he wasnât very smart,â Whistler says. I get the feeling itâs directed at Chang.
âSorry,â I say. âBut weâre zeps. Are you really going to be happy down on the ground like a plod? Giving up the sky?â
Whistler turns to face me. âThe sky ainât what it used to be.â One hand clenches into a fist. âDo you know what the lifespan is for the average zep? All of us are past it. Living on borrowed time. Flying from one dangerous situation to another. Risking our lives again and again. What Malik has given us is a better chance. A chance to find our own place. In a paradise with good weather and the chance to grow our own food and maybe die of old age instead of in a firefight, or getting clipped by a Feral or because the ship loses an engine.â
I can only swallow in response.
âIâm not naive enough to think that itâs going to be easy,â Whistler says. âBut I am willing to give it a chance. Why wouldnât I be?â
That shuts me up for a while.
The San Francisco Public Library is a pretty boxy building. Iâm sure it looked nice back in the Clean, but