yourself for what happened to you?â Mrs Burroughs demanded.
âI beg your pardon?â
âDo you ever think that it might be your fault that your husband left you for another woman?â
âIââ Paniatowski began.
âBecause I do,â Mrs Burroughs interrupted. âI sometimes lie awake at night wondering if itâs all my fault.â
âYou mustnâtââ
âBecause I donât think I ever really satisfied him in bed, you see. But maybe if Iâd tried a little harder, heâd never have strayed. Maybe if Iâd been a better lover, heâd still be alive!â
Eight
T he prison uniform consisted of a plainly cut dress and flat cloth shoes. The dress was dishwater grey in colour, and was an almost perfect match with the complexion of the woman who, just a few days earlier, had tried to take her own life.
It had not been Woodendâs intention to visit Judith Maitland so early in the investigation â heâd wanted to fill in more of her background first â but finding he had unexpected free time on his hands, he had come to the prison almost on a whim.
Or perhaps it had not been a whim at all, he suddenly thought.
He remembered Stanley Keeneâs parting words â
âIf, having talked to her, you still believe sheâs guilty of this terrible crime, then youâre simply not the judge of character I took you to be.â
Maybe, though he hadnât realized it on any conscious level, that was what had motivated him to come to the prison. Maybe, because Keene had seemed so sincere and so sure, heâd felt the need to find out for himself just how good a judge of character the caterer himself was.
The prisoner was still standing uncertainly in the doorway.
âSit down, Judith,â Woodend said.
The woman hesitated for a moment, and then crossed the room and took the chair at the opposite side of the table from the Chief Inspector.
Woodend studied her face, and thought he could detect, just below the surface, the prettiness and confidence which she must have shown to the world before her arrest.
âSmoke?â he asked.
Judith Maitland glanced down at the packet of Capstan Full Strength he was holding out to her, then shook her head.
âAre these too strong for you?â Woodend asked. âWould you prefer cork tipped? Because if thatâs what you want, Iâm sure I could soon rustle up a packet from somewhere.â
âI donât smoke anymore,â Judith Maitland said, in a voice which was almost a whisper.
âProbably wise,â Woodend told her. âBad for your health. I wish I could give it up myself.â
âIf I cared about my health, I wouldnât have slashed my wrists,â Judith Maitland countered.
âYouâre right,â Woodend said contritely. âIâm an idiot. I spouted out the first cliché which came into my head, without even thinking about it. I wonât make the same mistake again.â
âIt doesnât bother me what you choose to say or you donât choose to say,â Judith Maitland told him flatly. âThis whole interview is a complete waste of time because I really have no interest in talking to you at all.â
âWhy did you give up smokinâ?â Woodend asked.
âIs that just another conversational gambit â words with no purpose but to break the silence?â
âNo,â Woodend assured her. âIâm genuinely curious.â
âI used to think that death was the worst thing that could happen to a person,â Judith Maitland said. âNow I know that I was wrong. The truly terrible thing is to realize that youâve lost your ability to control your own destiny â to understand that youâre totally in the power of others.â
âWhatâs that got to do with smokinâ?â
âIn here, itâs the warders who have most of the power. But what little