helps, you know.â He reaches inside and flicks on the porch light. I blink at the piercing brightness. Dad looks at me. âYou okay? You look kind ofâ¦dazed.â
Dazed? Try frickinâ shocked, flooredâ¦thrilled? My mouth finally works enough to smile. I shrug and walk inside. âHowâs Mom?â
Dadâs parental concern melts into a smile and he nods. âEating. Better. What made you think about getting her to sing?â
âI havenât been singing, you know. Mom said not to. And Iâve feltâ¦bad.â I shrug again. âWhen I cut my foot the other day, I sang to take my mind off it.â Dad looks at my foot. I forgot I didnât tell him. âItâs nothing. Pre-med Carly patched it up. But when I sang, I felt so much better. I thought it couldnât hurt for Mom to try it.â
Dad steps up and envelops me in a hug. Iâm stiff at first, wondering if he can smell Luke on me. He kisses the top of my head. âThank you.â He pulls back and smiles into my face. âIt really helped. Her oxygen levels and blood pressure are normalizing again. Her doctor is going to make sure she sings a concert every day.â
âWill she come home soon, then?â
Dad nods. âIf she continues to improve physically and doesnâtâ¦well, say anything that makes the doctors wonder, she could come home the week after next.â
âLetâs take her a lot of milk shakes.â
Dadâs smile broadens. âThatâs the plan.â He glances around and spots the two glasses. âDid you have company?â
Crap . âUm, Carly stopped by.â Dad seems too happy to press further. âIâd better go upstairs and get ready for bed.â Before his euphoria wears off and the overly intelligent, âcanât hide anything from meâ Dad resurfaces. âFive-fortyfive comes early.â
He turns toward his computer. âIâd better check my homework, too,â he says as he boots it up. âI left the lab pretty early today.â
I heft my book bag and trudge upstairs. Once the door clicks shut I flop onto my bed and let my chin drop open. OMG! Luke kissed me! And not just some grope-in-the-dark, fumbly, slimy, tongue-down-the-throat kiss. I sit up and go to my full-length mirror, push back my hair and stare at the spot his lips traced below my ear. I can still feel the feather-light movement along my jaw. God, what would have happened if Dad hadnât ended it with his mere presence?
I grab my cell and punch speed-dial #1.
âHey, Jule. Whatâs up?â
âGod, Carly, you wonât believe what just happened!â
5
âO, swear not by the moon, the fickle moon, the inconstant moon, that monthly changes in her circle orb, lest that thy love prove likewise variable.â ~William Shakespeare
The sun shines low on the horizon, promising a beautiful day. Itâs Friday, the last day of the first week of school. What a week. I smile as I tip my head out the window and let the wind blow-dry my curling hair. I sing a few lines of the song on the radio while Carlyâs stopped at a light.
âItâs green, Carly,â I say to break her from her daze.
âIf youâre going to sing, Jule,â Carly says, shaking her head and hitting the gas a little too hard, âyouâre going to have to drive.â
I laugh. âSorry.â Is it ridiculous to feel so happy when life is still so utterly insane? Can a kiss have such impact? Apparently, yes. I smile wide into the breeze and feather my hair out the window. Long curls twist and shine a glowing brown as I run my fingers through the wild mane. My mom says that the fresh, wind-blown look complements my pixie-like face. Lately Iâve been too much of a control freak to let my hair dry naturally, but today Iâm taking the risk. Ooooh, Iâm living on the edge.
When I round the corner to my locker and Lukeâs