lot more than the basic interpretation. But right now, I have too much deep stuff going on to want to excavate Lukeâs messed-up childhood.
âWell,â I say, âI love my mom. A lot. Sheâs actually pretty cool.â When sheâs not hysterical . âI miss her.â
âShe sings,â he says and takes a sip of water. âI Googled her.â
âOh.â Awkward. It feelsâ¦invasive. Or is that just because Iâm worried that, two miles away, there could be a secret room in my best friendâs house, covered in pictures of me and my family?
âYou sing, too.â
âYou searched for me?â I snap.
He smiles wryly. âNo. Taylin told me. She says youâreâ¦â he looks at the ceiling as if remembering Taylinâs exact word, ââ¦mesmerizing.â
Wow. Taylin Banes said I was mesmerizing. âYeah, I inherited my motherâs vocal cords.â
âI heard a little the day I moved in.â
âI remember,â I say dryly.
Heâs still smiling. âI believe I apologized for being rude.â
Does he think I hold grudges? Do I? I shrug. âYou did.â Mica whines at the back door, giving me something to do. I let her out.
âIâd better go,â he says, setting the glass on the counter. âMy momâs kind of a nut about getting to bed on time on a school night. Itâs crazy how early we have to get up for school here. The bell in Boston didnât ring until 8:30.â
âCock-a-doodle-doo,â I say with a little roll of my eyes.
A real smile replaces the haunted look in his eyes. I smile back. Itâs impossible not to when Luke turns on his full grin, the type that reaches his deep-water eyes. Like an ocean under a storm. He walks to my front door and I follow.
âSoâ¦â I hesitate. I donât often go out on a limb, and I feel my blush ignite. âInterested, huh?â
Weâre standing on the dark porch. I inhale his clean, soapy scent, with maybe a tinge of some sexy body spray. Or is that just his pheromones? Can you smell pheromones?
I feel the fabric of his shorts brush my thighs. His chest presses against mine and I suddenly feel just how tall he is. He must be six foot. I look up, feeling wobbly. His strong hand goes around my back to steady me, keeping me close. He brushes hair back from my ear and breathes slowly along the waves there. My heart pounds. I feel twinges running through me like an electric current. His fingers comb all the way down through my long hair, gently untangling the few snarls along the way.
âYeah,â he whispers, and goose bumps run along that side of my body. âDefinitely interested.â
My breath comes out in a staggered pant as I feel his lips touch my neck, feather-soft. My legs almost buckle when I feel the bare trace of kisses along my jaw, as if heâs exploring, savoring.
I feel his nose skimming along my pulse. âMmmm⦠lilacs.â
My hands clasp his powerful shoulders so I donât fall down, although, somehow, I know Luke will catch me if I do. His lips touch the corner of my mouth and I nearly embarrass myself by moaning. Iâm melting. And then his lips move across mine.
Tires crunch at the edge of the driveway and my eyes snap open. Luke is instantly next to me, his arm still in place, my anchor. Headlights slice the night open like a lightsaber.
âMy dad.â What would Dad think of me standing in the dark with a boy?
âMost definitely interested,â he whispers against my temple. I feel the pressure of his hand fade. Heâs gone. The darkness swallows his form as he jogs across the road toward his house.
My mouth is gaping. Oh, God!
âJulietta?â Dad asks. âWhat are you doing out here?â
âUmâ¦â I turn toward Dad. âJust thought I heard something.â
Dad chuckles. He almost sounds like his old self. âTurning on the light