this?â
He pulled in a deep breath and let go of me. âJust do what I told you, and weâll both be fine.â
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There was a door at the end of the hall marked with a red EXIT sign. David stiff-armed it without slowing down, and I followed him into a sudden feeling of pressure, motion, intense cold, disorientation . . .
. . . and somebodyâs house. A nice house, actually, lots of wood, high ceilings, a kind of cabin-ish feel while still maintaining that urban cachet. Big, soaring raw stone fireplace, complete with wrought iron tools and a big stack of logs that looked fresh-chopped. The living roomâwhich was where we wereâwas spacious, comfortable, full of overstuffed furniture in masculine shades. Paintings on the wallsâastronomy, stars, planets. I caught my breath and braced myself with my hand on the back of a sofa.
The place smelled of a strange combination of gun oil and aftershave, a peculiarly masculine kind of odor that comforted me in places that I hadnât known were nervous.
There was a clatter from what must have been the kitchen, down the hall and to the left, and a man came around the corner carrying three dark brown bottles of Killianâs Irish Red.
âHey,â he said, and tossed one to David. Davidcaught it out of the air. âSit your ass down. Weâre gonna be here a while.â
I stared. Couldnât quite help it. I mean, with all the buildup, Iâd been expecting a three-headed Satan breathing fire and picking his teeth with a human rib. This was justâa guy. Tall, lean, with a built-in grace that reminded me of animals that run for a living. He looked olderâforty-five? fifty?âand his short hair was a kind of sandy brown, thickly salted with gray. An angular face, one that bypassed handsome for something far more interesting. Lived-in. Strong. Utterly self-assured.
He was wearing a black T-shirt, khaki cargo pants, some kind of efficient-looking boots, maybe Doc Martens. He settled himself down in a sprawl on the couch, all arms and legs and attitude, and finally held out the other beer toward me. I leaned forward to take it, and his eyes flicked over and fixed on mine.
I froze. Just . . . whited out. I thought nothing, felt nothing until the cold sweating bottle slapped my palm, and then I looked down and focused on it, blinking. I couldnât have said what color his eyes were, but they were incredible. Dark. Intense. And very dangerous.
David had eased himself down to a sitting position on the edge of a brown sofa with worn spots on the arms. He held the beer between his palms, rolling the bottle slowly back and forth, and now he glanced at me and I saw something unsettling in his eyes.
It might have been fear.
âJonathan,â David said.
âDavid. Glad weâre still on a first-name basis,â Jonathan replied, with a half-inch nod that conveyednothing. His eyes flicked to me, then away, so brief you couldnât even call it a look. âYou. Sit your ass down.â
I did, feeling gawkish and stupid and so much like an intruder it stung. There was something between these two; it was so powerful that it warped space around them, tingled in my skin like electric shock. Love? Hate? Bitterness? Maybe it was all that. Certainly it wasnât a passing acquaintance. It had the ancient feel of something long-term and deep as the ocean.
Jonathan took a swig of beer. âWell, sheâs pretty,â he said to David, and jerked his head at me. âYou always did like the dark-haired ones.â
David raised his eyebrows. âIs this the part where you try to embarrass me in front of her?â
âEnjoy it. This is as fun as itâs likely to get.â
The fire popped like a gunshot. Neither of them flinched. They were locked into a staring contest. David finally said, âOkay. Iâm only here as a courtesy. Tell me what was important enough to send Rahel around
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