sunny day, I felt cold and uneasy. How was I going to convince him that there was a story to write about Roanoke if he wasnât here to see this history for himselfâ? But when I noticed that I no longer had any bars, I didnât feel so bad that he hadnât responded yet.
âLook!â Ambrose stopped in front of a tall and gnarled tree.
I gazed up at it. âThatâs a nice-looking tree.â
Ambrose pointed at a plaque. âThis is an ancient live oak. Itâs been here since before the colonists first arrived in 1585.â
âWhoa!â I ran over and touched the bark, just because. âI had no idea trees could live that long.â
âItâs super interesting,â Ambrose said. He looked kind of proud of himself when I nodded. We stared at it appreciatively for a few minutes, and I took a picture.
We emerged from the manicured gardens at the start of another walkway, lined with spiky saw palmettos and a few loblolly pines. I loved how that treeâs name rolled off my tongue. The sign said we were on the Colony Walk, and at the end was a large wooden gate; beyond that, the blended edge of the island and the sea. Silvery calm water lapped at the patch of beachâit wasnât really a beach beach, like the one Iâd been to at Corolla, but there was a sliver of rocky sand circling the marshy coast.
Once we were up at the gate, I saw that it was padlocked. âHow are we supposed to get to the beach?â
Ambrose grinned. âLike this!â He shinnied up and over the gate fast as a squirrel scaling a tree. When I tried to follow his lead, it didnât work out as well.
âCan you give me a hand?â I was stopped precariously at the top, one leg on the beach side, one still dangling garden-side. Ambrose nervously spotted me as I heaved myself all the way over and down, dropping onto the dirt.
Overgrown with beach grasses and piled with fallen branches, it wasnât the easiest beach to walk on. Tufts of sharp plants popped up among the sandy pools of water and stone. I swatted away a pesky mosquito near my elbow. Thanks to all that soggy grass, it was bug heaven. Even the breeze wouldnât keep them all away.
âThe weather was like this the day my father left,â Ambrose said, kicking at a stone. âWindy.â I noticed, for the first time, that today his feet were bare. Was that part of his reenacting thing? His clothes were still colonial-looking: a frayed white long-sleeve shirt and dark, rough-looking pants. Or maybe he was like the barefoot runners I sometimes saw in the park. Personally, I like shoesâespecially out in nature, where there is plenty of scat and insects.
âYou saw him off?â I didnât know whether it would be harder to miss someone if you saw him leave, or if he sneaked away at a time when he wouldnât have to say good-bye. âDid he take a ship?â There werenât many passenger boats in the area. Momâs guidebook had said that many of the fishing tours left from Wanchese, the town on the southern half of the island.
Ambrose shaded his eyes and stared across the sound. âHe left on a pinnace.â I had no idea what a pinnace was, but I didnât want to sound like an idiot, so I simply nodded. âHow I miss him,â he added softly.
All this talk was starting to depress me, big-time, and I couldnât think of a thing to say to make Ambrose feel better, despite my similar situation. I leaned toward him, wanting to put my palm on his shoulder in a friendly squeeze. But as my outstretched arm moved closer to him, he shifted and bent to pick a blade of grass. I dropped my arm, both surprised that Iâd had the guts to, literally, reach out and also kind of relieved that I hadnât succeeded. I was too shy to even stand next to most of the boys at my school, and they were a lot less cute than Ambrose, with his curls and bright eyes. I definitely had to get a