Ericââin Paris, isnât something silly. Itâs something serious.â
âAnd how have you found that out?â asked Mr. Joyce.ââThe dealers havenât been after you?â he added anxiously.
âNo,â said Martha. âI havenât met any dealers. Anyway, I donât think le maître thinks Iâm ready yet, for a show.â
âHeaven forfend,â said Mr. Joyce. (Now they were getting down to brass tacks: two professionals together.) âAt least three more years you need, before your first show; and even then perhaps only because I am an old man. If in my senility I ever say âshow,â and le maître says not,â said Mr. Joyce, âtake his word, not mine.â
He was the best friend Martha ever had. He also gave her five pounds.
Marthaâs Aunt Dolores, by a peculiar coincidence, gave Martha a very nice powder-compact. It was an additional disappointment to her that three months in Paris had so little improved Marthaâs personal appearance. Whatever Martha wore still looked like a pup-tent; no trace of make-upâafter three months in Paris!âcivilized her broad, bucolic countenance. âYou might just as well never have gone to Paris at all,â cried Dolores despairingly, âfor all the change itâs made in you!â
In this she was wrong. Actually Martha herself wasnât yet entirely sure what change Paris (and life without the capital) had made in her. There were certain physical signs and warnings; like many another young woman in her situation, Martha contrived to ignore them. She quite definitely preferred not to remember Eric Taylor, with whom, to be frank, she now regretted all intercourse.
The Christmas holiday at Richmond passed off well enough, though towards its end Martha began to feel extremely bored. She had determined, and Mr. Joyce agreed with the decision, to give both eye and hand a complete rest; but for Martha to keep off drawing was as hard as for an alcoholic to keep off the bottle, and she was in fact so glad when the day came for her to return to Paris, she showed it.
âOh, Martha,â cried Dolores reproachfully, âarenât you going to miss me at all? â
To be frank, Martha wasnât. She couldnât even pretend she wasâhypocrisy being one of the many polite virtues she had never wasted energy in acquiring. But she let Dolores kiss her, and shook hands with Harry Gibson, before turning with relief to Mr. Joyce, whose flat contribution to the farewells had been a suggestion that she was now capable of taking a taxi to the station alone.
âAs she is now capable of making the whole journey alone,â said Mr. Joyceâan eye on Dolores.
âWell, of course,â said Martha. âGood-bye.â
Chapter Ten
The flat in the rue de Vaugirard seemed almost like home. Martha, dumping her suit-case in the hall, sniffed its familiar, distinctive odour of floor-polish and French cooking with pleasure. Across the dinner-table, the little clothes-peg head of Madame Dubois, the long bony countenance of Angèle, were objects as pleasingly familiar as might have been a pair of china dogs on a mantelpiece. And Madame Dubois and Angèle, after their breather, seemed glad to see Martha too: Angèle having missed her only source of vicarious romance, and Madame Dubois having missed Marthaâs pension â¦
âNo doubt Mr. Joyce made many enquiries, about our little ménage? â suggested Madame Dubois.âIt was a point on which she felt some anxiety. Those evenings sheâd permitted Martha to sit with Mrs. Taylor still weighed on her; her own very pretty Christmas-card addressed to Marthaâs patron had been answered, late, by one obviously designed for colleagues in the fur-trade: Madame Dubois very much hoped that nothing had been said at Richmond to reflect on her discharge of duty. Marthaâs cheerful reply that no, Mr. Joyce