least fourteen responses to that statement, most of them obnoxious and funny. But maybe the most startling thing about Carter could be his sense of civility.
He nodded. âGood to see you, Em.â
She returned the nod, and an awkward pause engulfed the three of us like a bubble.
âIâm sorry, Emily,â I said finally. âI really am.â
âThank you,â she said, shading her eyes from the sun. âItâsâ¦I donât know.â
She looked around the courtyard for a moment, watching her parents shake more hands. She kept snapping the fingers of her left hand softly, trying to burn the nervous uncomfortable energy that comes from losing someone close to you.
She turned back to me. âDad hired you, I hear.â
âHe did. After your mother hired me.â
She laughed and shook her head. âThat is a partnership I never wouldâve bet on.â
I watched her father, forcing a smile as he hugged an older woman. âMe either.â
âWas Mom a complete bitch to you?â
âNot complete. Partial, maybe.â
She groaned. âI doubt that.â
âWhich oneâs Randall?â Carter asked, scanning the crowd.
Emily spotted Kateâs husband first. âOver there. Tall, handsome.â She paused and the finger snapping came to a halt. âHuge bastard.â
I recognized Randall speaking with two other men.
âHeâs not so tall,â Carter observed.
âBastard?â I asked, surprised by Emilyâs comment. âYou donât like your brother-in-law?â
Her stare was still locked on Randall. âHave you met him?â
âYeah.â
âWhat did you think?â
I glanced at Carter, but he was looking at Randall, too. âSeemed alright.â
Emily turned to me, the soft brown eyes now hard as slate. âHeâs a prick, Noah.â
Her face flushed, her anger gathering itself. âPhony two-faced prick. He didnât love Kate.â
âHow do you know?â
She turned back in Randallâs direction. âHe was cheating on her. From day one.â
I looked across the courtyard at Randall. I hadnât pegged him for infidelity when weâd met. I thought there was something off about him, but I didnât get the sense that he didnât love Kate.
âHow do you know?â I asked.
Emily turned back to me, the anger changing to sadness, tears in her eyes. âKate and I were sisters, Noah. We talked. I know, okay?â She brought her hands to her eyes. âI donât want to talk about this now. Iâll see you later.â
She walked away quickly and disappeared into the church. Her reaction made me wonder if old Randall had suckered me into thinking he was a good guy when he wasnât.
âYou think?â Carter asked, his gaze still on Randall.
âI donât know.â
Randall glanced in our direction, raised his eyebrows in recognition, said something to the men he was standing with, and headed our way.
âBut maybe Iâll ask,â I said.
Carter adjusted his sunglasses. âOh, goodie.â
Randall strode toward us, his eyes visibly red. âNoah, hello.â
We shook hands. âRandall, this is my friend Carter Hamm. He was a friend of Kateâs also.â
They shook hands.
âIâm sorry about your wife,â Carter said.
âThank you,â Randall said, his voice tight. âThank you both for coming.â
Carter and I nodded, that awkward bubble again forming around us. The sun felt hot on my neck, and I was sweating in my suit.
âHave you learned anything?â Randall asked quietly, his eyes darting from group to group.
âNot really,â I lied. âThis has all happened pretty quickly.â
Randall nodded and smoothed his tie down his chest. âSure. Please tell me if I can do anything to help.â
Carter glanced at me, and I knew he was waiting for me to say something. I