angry. Looking back over his last two months, I think he willed himself to die. But he was surrounded by friends and familyâand he never had to go into an institution.â
âAnd during the eight years, you didnât see anybody?â
âA couple of boys from college came down to see me in the early months, but it was always difficult. I couldnât leave Dad alone for more than a few minutes. Marion tried to help out, but sheâs not good with sickness. And she had those boys. Donât get me wrong. I love my nephews. But theyâre a handful.â
âAnd men from around here?â
âThey steered clearâthey knew being with me meant living with my dad. And besides, for the first year, I was trying to keep the business going. I ran it from home with a crew that had been with my dad forever. But dad was the genius at making plants grow, at knowing just the right fertilizer, the right time to prune back, the right time to water. He had an artistic sense of placement so refined he could make the plainest golf course look elegant.â
âYour garden looks beautiful.â
âBut without him on the job, we were just another lawn mowing service and we got underbid on a lot of projects. Besides, I couldnât supervise the crew. Within a year, I closed down. And now with Dad goneâ¦â
âSo start your life over. Move to Chicago. Go back to school. Get a job.â
âI canât. I donât know how to do anything. I donât want to be a nurseâeven if I could handlethe class workâbecause I can only do it for someone I love. And thereâs one other thing.â
âWhat?â
âMarionâs asked me to come live with her and her husband Jim. Marion needs to spend more hours running the bookkeeping end of Jimâs plumbing business, and having me at home would help out. You know, with the boys and housework. It would solve the problem of what to do with me.â
Adam narrowed his eyes.
âAnd youâd never have a social life.â
âProbably not.â
He shook his head. âI canât imagine being in this situation,â he said. âIâd never give up my freedom for eight years.â
âBut you have already. Just in a different way.â
âHow so?â
âWith Karen.â
He shook his head. âNo, Iâve run away from being responsible for her.â
âYouâre doing more for her than her mom.â
âNot by much, but Iâm going to learn. Iâve had housekeepers and my secretary helps out with interviewing a new one when one quits. When Iâm out of town, I live life like a single man with no encumbrances.â
âIn other words, a woman in every port?â she teased.
âYou donât have to put it that way.â
âHow would you put it?â
âI have relationships,â he said, catching her disrespectful look. âI do! Theyâre wonderful while they last even if they donât have a future. I always make that clear at the beginning. The romance ends with the job.â
âThatâs exactly what I want.â
He stared at her. Rubbed his five oâclock shadow. Flicked his tongue over his smooth white front teeth.
âThereâs something strange about this,â he stated.
âWhatâs strange is youâre used to doing the pursuing.â
âTrue.â
âAnd setting the rules.â
âTrue.â
âAnd being in control.â
âTrue,â he said. âI feel like a pickup man.â
âMy pickup man,â Stacy corrected with a smile.
He glanced down at himself, as if looking for sudden evidence of the swank immorality of a pickup. An Armani suit, perhaps. Or a flashy expensive watch.
His suit was five years old, purchased at a small English-owned discount chain near his Chicago home. And his watchâhis grandfatherâs, which he kept even if it didnât work