added, âAnd your voice.â
Her gaze lifted. âShe sings?â
âLike an angel.â He thought about the lyrics to a Lady Gaga song Faith had been belting out in the car the previous week. âAngel might not be the right comparison.â
Pam took the picture from him, studying it silently. He found himself holding his breath, as if unwilling to interrupt a private moment. Finally she nodded, handing the photo back. âTell her I said yes. Iâll meet her. But between you and me, I still think itâs a mistake.â
He told her what he always told his daughter. âMistakes are how we learn.â
âH OW DID IT GO ?â Gwendolyn Shepard asked from her chair at the kitchen table.
âDonât start, Mom.â
âThat well, hmm?â
Nick dropped into a seat, so weary he thought maybe heâd just sleep there tonight. âThanks for coming over to keep an eye on Faith. Is she up in her room?â
âGetting ready to take a shower. We just finished eating.â His motherâs eyes narrowed. âA
real
dinner. Honestly, Nicholas, ice cream? Sheâs a growing girl. You know how important nutrition is.â
âIâll be nutritionally virtuous tomorrow,â he promised. âToday seemed like an ice-cream kind of day.â
Above him, the second-story floor creaked. He heard the linen closet being opened and closed, then water rushing through the pipes. At least he knew he had a little while to regroup before Faith interrogated him, wanting all the details of his meeting with Pamela Jo.
âLet me fix you a plate,â Gwendolyn suggested,scraping her chair back across the floor. âYou look beat. I knew going to see that woman couldnât be a good idea.â
ââThat womanâ is Faithâs mother, and Faith is twelve years old. Sheâs got a right to have a say in this. In most states, kids her age are allowed an opinion on who their custodial parent should be.â
âWell, thatâs just ridiculous,â Gwendolyn huffed. âKids donât know whatâs good for them. Thatâs why they have us.â
He flashed a tired grin. âUs? So you finally trust me to know whatâs good for me?â
âAsks the man who served ice cream for dinner.â Gwendolyn shook her head. But a moment later, when she was pulling clean plates out of the dishwasher and not looking at him, she added, âWhen your father died a couple of years ago, you proved to me what a solid adult youâve become. Iâm not sure I ever really thanked you for everything you did. Iâve always appreciated how you were there for me and Leigh.â
âYouâre welcome,â he said awkwardly. His fatherâs affairs had all been in order, the details taken care of, so it wasnât as if Nick had been faced with any difficult decisions. It was more that his mom and sister had needed him to make phone calls theyâd been too emotional to place.
But Jenna had later pointed to his dadâs death as one of her examples of how estranged she and Nick were. Sheâd said that he didnât let her comfort him, that heâd never really trusted her with his whole heart. He wasnât sure whether sheâd meant that part of his heart still belonged to his first wife, or if sheâd been suggesting that Pamela Jo had somehow damaged him, making itimpossible to fully love again. Either translation was annoying.
No matter. Jenna was hardly a credible source. Sheâd been trying to justify her adulterous actions; her words stemmed from defensive guilt, not reality.
He had to admit, though, that seeing Pamela Jo again had stirred up ⦠what? The past? Conflicting emotions?
Standing in front of the stove, Gwendolyn tapped a slotted spoon on the side of a pan to get his attention. âHow hungry are you?â
âNot at all,â he admitted. The only thing that sounded very appealing was