again.
My taste in women sucks.
âIâll think about it,â Pam said. âBut standing on my auntâs porch bullying me isnât going to get you the result you want any faster. Now, if youâll excuse me, Iâm late for a meeting.â
âReally?â He quirked an eyebrow. âYou didnât seem to be in such a hurry to get rid of Dawn.â
âYeah, well, I didnât feel such a pressing need to go to a meeting when she was here, either.â
He leaned in closer, studying her as intently as a forensics investigator seeking clues. She swallowed, shuffling back a little, although the rocker left her nowhere to go.
âYouâre serious,â he decided. Despite her matter-of-fact tone, there was a barely banked urgency in her shifting eyes. âWhat kind of meeting?â
âAA. I scoped out times and places online, just in case.â She gave a short bark of laughter. âTurns out the apple didnât fall far from the tree. Iâm Maeâs daughter through and through.â
âAlcoholics Anonymous? But you never drank.â The most heâd ever seen her imbibe was a wine cooler.
âI told you, Nick.â Her voice softened, more apologetic than argumentative. âYou donât know me.â
âNot because I didnât want to.â He locked gazes with her. âYou took that choice away.â
âIt was the best thing for all of us.â
Based on what, her womanâs intuition? The fact was, theyâd never know. Maybe he and Pamela Jo and Faith could have been a happy family, once theyâd found their footing, moved out of his parentsâ house. But she hadnât given them a chance.
âWeâll have to agree to disagree,â Nick said. He hadnât come here to debate the past. He just wanted to help Faith. âYou should trust me, as the man who raised her, to have a good idea of whatâs best for my daughter now. She should meet you. Think about it?â
âEvery waking second,â she said grimly.
He took out his wallet and reached for his business cards. Holding one out to her, he said, âMy numberâs on here. Let me know, whichever way you decide.â
Her arms remained crossed over her chest. âI donât need that. Itâs a small town. I can find you.â
Was she so determined to keep her distance from him and Faith that she couldnât even extend a hand? His temper sparked. âJust take the damn card, Pamela Jo.â
âItâs Pam.â
He ground his teeth. âTake the card, Pam. Please.â
With obvious reluctance, she complied, delicately grasping the very edge between her fingers. It stung more than it should have, the way she rejected him with every motion and mannerism. Why should he be surprised by her abhorrence to being around him or Faith? Sheâd made it clear in the letter sheâd left on his nightstand years ago, the one that had granted him absolute, uncontested custody of the baby she didnât love.
Despite his promise to Faith, he teetered on the brink of just telling Pam to forget it, not to do them any favors.
But then she asked in a tiny voice, âDo you have a picture? Of how she looks now?â
The request startled him. âYeah. Hang on.â He once again retrieved his wallet, fumbling this time. An entire clear plastic section showcased Faithâs maturation from a chubby-faced baby to the grinning honors student who would be dating boys and driving cars before he knew it. He pulled out her school photo from last spring. âThis oneâs recent, only a few months old.â
Pam swallowed. âSheâs beautiful.â
She looks like her mother.
Faithâs hair was the same color as his, but she had Pamâs features and build. âShe has your smile.â He wasnât sure why he was compelled to point that out, when surely Pam could seethe resemblance for herself, or why he
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