playground with her back to the fence so she couldnât get away, and sheâd start yelling at her, nose to nose. Jack would intervene, always just in time. âGetting mad wonât help,â heâd say. âLetâs just cool it.â And Marion would back off, just like that. He had a way with Marion that no one else had.
But Jack couldnât be with Jessie all the time. It was the end of school one afternoon, and it was hot. Jessie was tired. Her legs had been hurting all day, and she just wanted to go home. Suddenly they were all around her, Marion Murphy and her pack. They were on about the Big Hill again and how Jessieâs mother was the only one against it. She felt battered and bruised by their angry, scathing looks and their vicious words. She just wanted to run. But there was no way out. Suddenly, inexplicably, she felt a new power, a new courage rising within her, a new kind of strength; and she knew as she spoke, that the words that came out were not hers. She had become the face in the mirror, the voice on the Big Hill. She knew it was Grania OâMalley talking through her, she was quite sure of it. Where else could she have found the nerve? The words flowed out fluently, without her even having to think about them.
âWill you let me speak or not?â She waited till they were quiet, and then went on. âLetâs say you get your share of the gold â which you wonât â what will you do with it? You canât eat it, you canât drink it.â
âGet rich, stupid!â Marion Murphy shouted into her face, and they all roared their support.
âOh yes?â Jessie was quite undaunted. âAnd meanwhile, theyâll have torn a great hole in the Big Hill with their machines, so none of us will ever be able to stand up there again and look out to the Islands in Clew Bay. Youâd like that, would you? Oh, and of course Mister Barneyâs in the way, isnât he? So weâll just kick him out and move him on. No problem. And the water in the wells will all be poisoned. But who cares? It wonât matter, will it, because weâll all of us be eating off solid gold plates, and thatâll make us as happy as pie, wonât it? That hill has been there, Marion Murphy, since the beginning of time. Didnât St Patrick himself pray on it? Didnât Grania OâMalley keep watch on it against the English?â
Before the words came out, Jessie had never even known that St Patrick had prayed on the Big Hill, nor that Grania OâMalley had kept watch on it. Her speech silenced them, but only for a few moments. Then Marion was railing again. âDonât listen to her. Itâs a lot of bull. Stuff St Patrick. Stuff Grania OâMalley. Itâll be jobs for everyone, money for everyone â thatâs what my dad says. And anyway, it doesnât matter what you say, or your stupid mum says, 'cos she canât stop it now and neither can you. Theyâre coming. The bulldozers are coming. What are you going to do, ask them nicely to stop?â
There was no way out for Jessie. She was in too deep to back away now. âIâll lie down in front of them,â Jess said quietly. âYou see if I donât.â They all scoffed at her, hurled a few more insults, and at last went away and left her in peace.
She told Jack about it afterwards, when they were alone. âYou wouldnât really do it though, would you?â he said.
âIf I have to. If I have to, I will. Now Iâve said it, Iâve got to, havenât I?â
âThen weâll do it together,â he said firmly.
âHonest?â
âWeâre family, right?â
It was that evening that Jessie and her mother found the newborn lamb dead beside the ruined cottage in the bog-oak field, the ewe still nuzzling it. The lamb was covered in black flies. âPoor thing,â said her mother, waving the flies away. âBorn