at the wrong time and in the wrong place. Bit like me, I think.â They dug a hole in the corner of the field, laid the lamb out and covered it up. Jessie looked away. She saw tears in her motherâs eyes, but she said nothing. âI saw Liamâs mum. She told me about school,â said her mother, as they walked away.
âWhat about it?â
âAbout you, about Marion Murphy, about lying down in front of the machines when they come.â
âJack says heâll do it with me,â said Jessie.
âDid he now? Well, heâs a fine boy. I like him more every day, and so does your dad, but no oneâs going to lie down in front of anything. No oneâs going to get hurt. Iâll find a way without that. Iâm not going to give up, thatâs for sure.â They walked on in silence for a while. âIâm so proud of you, Jess, you know that?â she said. âSo pleased youâre on my side.â
âWhat about Dad?â
âOh, heâll come round.â She smiled and put her arm round Jessieâs shoulders. âGive him time.â
âOnly if you talk to him, Mum,â said Jessie. âYouâve got to talk. Jackâs mum and dad â he says it all started with shouting first of all, and then no one talked. And she just went off.â
âListen, Jess, Iâm not leaving. And your dadâs not leaving either. Heâs dug his heels in over this, and so have I, thatâs all. Weâre both just doing what we think is right. I donât love him any the less, I promise. What he doesnât seem to understand just yet, is that Iâm right. He still thinks he is. I have to persuade him that heâs wrong, and thatâs never easy with anyone. I can promise you this though, Jess: thereâll be no blood on the carpet when itâs over. Believe me?â
Jessie said she did, but there was still an aching worry inside her that would not go away.
Jack came back at dusk, happy as a sandboy. Heâd spent half the day with his head and hands deep inside Clatterbangâs engine, and the rest of the time heâd been coaching the âPiratesâ â that was what the Clare Island baseball team now grandly called themselves. He was full of smiles as he threw himself breathless on to the sofa. âThe guys want some gloves and a real ball. Iâm going to get Dad to send them over. They want Yankee caps like mine, too. What do you think? Can I call home?â
When he came back into the room some minutes later, all the light had gone from his eyes. He barely touched his peanut butter sandwiches. Jessie found herself talking nineteen to the dozen, just to cover up the silence round the table. In the end she ran out of things to say, so she asked Jack about the phone call.
âIs your dad sending them then, the gloves and things?â Jack nodded, but he didnât even look up.
At last her father spoke up. âI tell you what, how would you two like to come fishing tomorrow? Bit too much of a swell for the boat. Weâll try the rocks. Thereâs mackerel about and bass. Have you ever done any fishing, Jack?â
âSome.â
âThatâs settled then. After school tomorrow. Iâll pick you up.â
All through school the next day, Jack hardly spoke to anyone. In playtime, in spite of all Marionâs begging and badgering, he left Marion and Liam and the Pirates to their training, and went to sit by himself on the wall. Jessie joined him.
âYou all right?â Jessie asked.
âMy Dadâs sick, really sick,â Jack said quietly. âHe sounded really bad on the phone. Heâs going to have surgery. Itâs because I lost my arrowhead. I know it.â
âWhatâs he got?â Jessie asked.
âSomethingâs wrong with his heart. He said he needs a new valve.â
âThatâs nothing,â said Jessie. âMy gran had that, and sheâs