in hell. You know that.
But once the crazy thought flashed into her head, she couldnât help but hold her tobacco-saturated breath until he answered.
âIâm going to go home and see my mother. Thatâs what Iâm going to do.â
She exhaled, secretly disappointedâbut not surprised at having been right, as usual.
âDo you live with her?â
âNo. But near enough. My parents are in Hoboken. Iâm in Jersey City.â
She nodded and stood up. Now she was anxious to get going, away from him and this unsettling connection that had come out of nowhere on a night when nothing was as it should have been.
He stood, too, and pointed at the skyline to the north. âHow far uptown are you walking?â
She wasnât sure yet. Maybe sheâd just jump on the subway at Union Square. Maybe sheâd had enough warm fresh air. Enough . . .
She looked down at the cigarette in her hand, tempted to toss it down and grind it out with her heel.
âBecause Iâm heading back up to the Port Authority,â he continued, checking his watch, âto catch a bus home to Jersey. Itâs a quarter to six. I can make the six-thirty bus, no problem. So maybe Iâll walk with you, as far as youâre going.â
And maybe she hadnât had enough warm fresh air after all. Or smoke.
She bit back a smile, took another slow drag. âThatâs fine. Iâm catching the subway at Times Square, so I thought Iâd walk all the way up Fifth and then go across Forty-second Street.â
âWorks for me.â
Together, they started walking north, toward the solid old stone arch, an homage to Parisâs Arc de Triomphe and the gateway to Fifth Avenue and the part of the city she loved best, where everything fell neatly into place and made sense.
As they walked, puffing companionably, he asked what her name was. For a fleeting, wild moment, she was tempted to give him her real name.
But of course, she couldnât.
âCarrie Robinson,â she said.
âCarrie. Nice to meet you.â He stuck out his hand, and shook hers as they walked. His brief clasp was warm, as sheâd known it would be. Safe.
âIâm James,â he said, âbut everyone calls me Mack.â
She almost gasped. Surely sheâd heard him wrong. âDid you say Matt?â
âNo, Mack. Itâs short for my last name, MacKenna.â
Mack .
His name was Mack.
It was a sign, Carrie thought. A sign that he was meant to be a part of her life.
âD id you go vote yet, babycakes?â
Allison Taylor looked up to see her friend Luis standing in the doorwayâif you could call it a doorwayâof her cubicle.
He was a production editor at 7th Avenue magazine, where sheâd been working for about six months now, having been hired away from her postcollege internship at Condé Nast.
The glamour factor was higher there, but here, she was actually getting paid. Her duties were pretty much the same: basic entry-level stuffâthough sometimes, not even. Her supervisor, Loriana, kept her hopping with ridiculous nonsense, such as fetching cups full of tepid waterâLorianaâs preferred afternoon âsnack,â ever since she read somewhere that tepid water burns more calories than hot or cold water.
Having adapted a your-wish-is-my-command corporate philosophy, Allison figured she could put up with just about anything for the promise of working her way up the ladder and one dayâhopefully soonâseeing her own name on the magazineâs masthead.
âWhy are you calling me babycakes?â she asked Luis.
âBecause you asked me to stop calling you toots.â
âOkay, well, stop calling me babycakes, too, okay?â
âOnly if you promise me youâve voted. Or that youâre going to vote.â
âI canât. Iâm not registered here yet.â
She hadnât been registered back in Pittsburgh,