âIâm going to be very successful.
Very
successful.â
When Ian talked about his familyâs land, she could sense how much he loved it. The land, the growing cycle, the lifestyle. But no matter how much she wanted to, she couldnât feel the way he felt about it.
She tried to appreciate the smell of fresh fields when she turned the soil over in her hands. She tried to read the weather blogs heâd recommended. She tried to identify the moment that a plant âbroke,â just as the new green sprout appeared. She just couldnât seem to find any passion for corn.
But she had plenty of passion for Ian. She couldnât get enough ofhis time, his body, the sound of his voice. Their preferred activity was to park out in his familyâs farmland, under the stars, and make out.
âWhatâs going to happen in September?â he asked her one sultry night in July as they stretched out, both topless, on a blanket in the bed of the truck.
âI have to go to California.â The reality started to sink in as she said the words.
âYou donât
have
to go to California.â He pulled her closer against his chest.
She went still for a moment, thinking about that.
What if heâs right? What if I stay here?
âWhat kind of restaurant do you want to open?â he asked, breaking the silence.
This was one of things she liked best about him: He was always interested in what she had to say, even when she had her shirt off.
âIâm not sure.â She shifted, rested her cheek against his warm bare skin. âIn my mind, itâs a fancy, upscale lounge. Like a really fancy bar. By the beach, maybe.â
âThatâs really what you want to do?â
âYeah. Itâs what Iâm going to do.â She pressed her lips over the steady thud of his heartbeat.
âBut why do you want to?â
She lifted her face. âWhat do you mean?â
âWhy do you want to open a restaurant?â He rested his hand on her lower back. âYou could do anything you want.â
Cammie hesitated for a moment before confessing the truth. âMy mom always wanted to open a restaurant. She was a great cook; she would try anything. And she loved entertaining. She always said when my dad stopped traveling for work so much and I started high school, sheâd open a little café.â
âBut she didnât?â Ian asked.
Cammie sighed. âShe died when I was in sixth grade.â
He didnât say anything, just held her close.
âBreast cancer,â Cammie said, as if this told the whole story. She supposed that in a way, it did. âWhen she died, she left me a trust fund. I gained access to it when I turned twenty-one. I canât cook the way she did, but I love that feeling of getting people together. Dressing up. Escaping from reality a little bit. She and I were alike that way. That, and we have the same middle name.â
Ian rubbed her bare skin, sending a delicious shiver through her. âWhatâs your middle name?â
Cammie blew out a breath. âItâs weird.â
He waited.
âReally weird. Itâs a family thing.â
âYou get that the longer you put this off, the more I want to know?â
She turned her head so she didnât have to see his expression when she confessed, âItâs October.â
âLike the month?â
âLike the month,â she confirmed. âThat was my grandmotherâs middle name, too.â
He let this sink in for a moment. âWere you born in October?â
Cammie laughed. âNo. January twenty-ninth.â
He laughed, too. âHang on. Youâre initials are COB?â
âYeah.â
âAnd you donât like corn?â
âOh, the irony.â They laughed and kissed and laughed some more.
Finally, Ian pulled away. âYou know, there are a lot of restaurants in Delaware. Graduate schools, too. You could do everything