family.
âDrake was worth every second of discomfort,â Maryellen said.
âHowâs Katie doing?â Grace asked.
Maryellen sat down on the sofa opposite Graceâs chair. âSheâs enthralled with being a big sister. Jon and I were afraid sheâd show signs of jealousy. But so far, she hasnât.â
âGood.â The babyâs eyes fluttered open and he stared up at Grace. Some might say she was imagining things, but she was sure heâd smiled at her. Grace smiled back. âHello, handsome boy.â
âI see heâs awake and Iâll bet heâs hungry,â Maryellen said. âHe probably needs a diaper change, too.â She reached for her son, and Grace watched as Maryellen changed him out of a soggy diaper into a fresh one.
âHowâs Kelly doing?â Maryellen asked when sheâd finished.
Graceâs younger daughter was due in the next two weeks.
âShe envies you,â Grace said wryly. âSheâs definitely ready for this baby to be born.â
âThe last two weeks of this pregnancy were the longest of my life,â Maryellen said as she nestled her son to her breast.
It was a joy to see her daughter this content. Suddenly Grace felt an intense sadness that took her completely by surprise. Dan was missing so much. Her first husband had been dead for six years now. After his disappearance, Grace had met Cliff Harding; once Danâs body was recoveredâwith his suicide noteâsheâd allowed herself to find happiness in loving Cliff. Earlier that year, sheâd finally married him.
When Dan had first gone missing, Grace had been sure sheâd never feel contentment again. She didnât sleep, didnât eat and was scarcely able to function. Only recently had she begun to understand the kinds of demons that had chased her husband and compelled him into such a drastic solution.
Kelly had always been close to her father, and his disappearance had been hardest on her. Sheâd been pregnant with Tyler at the time, utterly convinced her father would return for the birth of his first grandchild. Until the very end, Kelly had believed Dan would have a perfectly rational explanation for disappearing.
âMom?â Maryellen said. âIs something wrong?â
Grace smiled despite her sadness. âI was thinking about your father and how proud he wouldâve been of his grandchildren.â
Maryellen looked away and, when she turned back, her eyes brimmed with tears. âI think about Dad a lot. I miss him. I didnât expect I wouldâ¦. I was so furious with him for what he did. Nowâ¦now Iâm not. I just feel so sad for him and what heâs missing.â
Grace leaned forward. âI miss him, too. Weâll never fully understand why he chose suicide, and thereâs no point in trying to find a logical reason. He wasnât himself.â And hadnât been for years, she thought but didnât say.
âI know.â
Grace heard sounds from upstairs indicating that Katie had awakened from her nap. âIâll get her,â she told Maryellen, wiping the tears from her own cheeks as she walked up the stairs to collect her granddaughter.
Still tired and a little cranky, Katie crawled into her grandmotherâs arms and pressed her cheek against Graceâs shoulder. Moving carefully on the steps, Grace carried her granddaughter back to the living room. She settled down on the sofa again and held Katie close.
âI heard the art gallery isnât doing so well,â Maryellen said. She met her motherâs gaze. âLois phoned the other day and said sales are way down.â
Lois Habbersmith had taken over as manager when Maryellen had to quit. Grace knew that Maryellen had always had reservations about Loisâs ability to cope with the jobâs responsibilities. Her daughterâs instincts had proved to be right. Lois was overwhelmed, and the