Lorraine didnât have to get her a present to be remembered. I wonât wear it, she thought. I donât like it.
âShoes!â Lorraine screamed like a war cry, causing several passersby to turn and stare. What a subtle way of avoiding sentiment, Zoë thought with wry amusement.
Lorraine launched into a monologue as they headed for the nearest shoe store. âI love shoe shopping, especially if itâs a salesman. They grovel at your feet, and run and fetch, and put them on for you. God, it gives me a feeling of power.â
After the final purchase they had pizza at the Roma. They recognized some kids from school there.
âPeter Ziegler,â Lorraine moaned. âI hope I donât get something stuck between my teeth.â
Zoë chuckled. âI donât think it matters, since he probably wonât come over here anyway.â
âKilljoy. Hey, heâs with that Keith whatzisname you went out with last spring. What was wrong with him? I canât remember.â
Zoë sighed. âNothing was wrong with him. I donât know. I guess I just wasnât attracted to him.â
âWhen will you be attracted, Zo, for goodnessâ sake? I mean, my God, youâre almost seventeen.â
âI know, I know.â Zoë pushed a pizza crust around her plate, annoyed at having to go through this again. Lorraine seemed to think that everyone should have hyperactive hormones like her.
âSorry, Iâve pissed you off, havenât I? Iâll back off.â
Zoë had to admit it was a rare perceptive moment on Lorraineâs part. The girlsâ eyes met then in an unspokenpeace agreement, and they ate for a while in companionable silence.
Boys, Zoë thought. Why arenât I as loony about them as Lorraine? I guess people are different. She smiled at how ludicrously obvious that statement was. But they seem to like me, so I suppose Iâm not gross or anything, she decided. She remembered suddenly the pale boy in the parkâa surprisingly clear glimpse of him, sparklingly sharp in the moonlight. She tried to dismiss her excitement with anger. I guess I was supposed to be flattered.
âLetâs see a movie,â Lorraine said, brushing the crumbs from around her mouth. âTheyâve got an el cheapo horror twilight show at the Cinema Three. None left alive for two twenty-five.â
âIâd rather not,â Zoë said a little too fast. She saw Lorraine cringe at her mistake. Feeling sorry for her, she added, âThereâs a new French movie there, too, that everyoneâs been talking about. Perhaps we could see that.â
Lorraine relaxed. âI try
not
to talk about things like that. Anyway, whenever I see a movie with subtitles, I come out expecting to see them in real life for an hour or two. Itâs weird.â
âWhatâs the other one?â
âOh, something based on a Saturday-morning cartoon.â
âYuck!â
âNo kidding!â
They decided to forget about a movie and take the bus back to Oakwood. Zoë was relieved. She didnât think shecould sit through a movie, no matter how entertaining. By the time they got off the bus at Oakwood Village the daylight had fled, and the streetlights come on. As the world became darker, so did Zoëâs mood. How could I go out and enjoy myself? she thought.
As if she had read Zoëâs thoughts, Lorraine tugged at her arm briefly. âHey, it was good, right? You needed a break.â
âYeah.â Zoë had to admit that sheâd needed it, but now she should get back to the house. Perhaps sheâd missed a vital phone call while she was out. However, now that she was near, she dreaded going home; she dreaded the news a phone call might bring.
âEarth to Zoë! Come in, please.â
Zoë looked up with a start.
âI was saying,â Lorraine continued, âI have to run into the