Vanessa, finally mustering the courage to answer when she calls the next morning. âNo need for volleyball. Iâm out in the world. Iâm on the beachâlisten, you can hear the waves.â I hold up my cell phone toward the ocean to convince her. Itâs still sunny, truly a miracle for Gingerbread.
âGood,â she says. âYou have to be out for at least an hour.â
âWhy?â I whine. All I want is to crawl back under my comforter.
âFor your mental health,â she says firmly. âThere was an article in the Times a few months ago about how exercise creates endorphins, which fight depressionââ
âVanessa, Iâm sorry, but I really donât feel like hearing about the Times right now. Besides, itâs going to take more than endolphins to keep me happy.â
âEndorphins,â she corrects, like I really care. âItâs day three, Annabelle. There are no excuses on day three.â
âOkay, a half hour,â I promise. I close my phone and tuck it into the pocket of my sweat pants. I almost didnât bring these sweats since they are baggy and totally unflattering, but now I consider my last-minute decision to stuff them in my suitcase one of the best Iâve made in years. They are as close to pjâs as clothing can get. The best part is that I can wear them right to bed when I get back.
I walk along the beach, my sneakers sinking slightly into the wet sand. So much for the sunâ¦itâs already clouding over. Within minutes, a few droplets turn to a steady drizzle. It feels cool on my cheeks. Maybe Vanessa is right. It does feel good to be out of bed. I trudge near the boardwalk and see the scarlet letters advertising Fredâs Fabulous Funnel Cakes, and I realize I am in desperate need of deep-fried dough sprinkled with powdered sugar.
Iâm taking my first bite when I see her. Sheâs wearing a pair of jean capris so snug that they must make it hard for her blood to circulate and a blue halter top that shows off the tattoo on her shoulder. A huge black umbrella protects her from the rain that is running down my face and making my hair a puffball.
Suddenly the dough is like a ball of wet newspaper in my mouth, and all I want is to be hiding back in my room. Maybe she wonât notice me and I can race home. I try to dash across the boardwalk to the steps that lead toward the beach, but itâs too late.
âWell, hello,â Sarah says as she steps carefully around a puddle. âArenât you Peteâs little friend?â
Itâs true: my five feet and two inches are no match for her heels and natural giraffe-like build.
âYes, Iâm Peteâs good friend,â I say, trying to make it sound mysterious. But the words fall flat on my own ears. Is that even true anymore?
The right side of her mouth curls up. âRight. Then maybe weâll see you at the party tonight. Weâre going to dinner first, though.â
I canât believe this girl. Really? I feel like asking her. Sheâs like a bad reality TV show come to life. And sheâs so smug she might as well just say, âHeâs mine now, so suck it.â If Pete sees something in herâ¦then yes, boys really are jerks.
âPete is so thoughtful,â she says. âMaybe itâs being from a small town, but Iâve never been with a guy who brought me flowers on the first date.â
Flowers? First date? The words echo in my ears, each bringing a new pang of anger and sadness. Sometime during my comatose solitude, Pete has managed to buy flowers and go on a date. With her . Why is she rubbing my face in this? He thinks sheâs hot; I get it, so letâs move on. He has no feelings. He is a coldheartedâ
âHeâs already checked the bus schedule from Vermont to New York so we can see each other in the fall.â
Kill me now, please.
âThat pastry you have looks good,â she says,