âThere is nothing I find objectionable about your characterâexcept that you do not take anything seriously.â
âThat,â he said, âis very akin to those annoying pronouncements with which certain people preface nasty remarks: âI do not wish to be critical, old chap, butâ¦â Ah, the condemnation in that
but
. And in your
except that
. You think me a shallow man, then.â
The words had not been phrased as a question, but he was waiting for an answer. Well, she was not going to deny it merely because good manners suggested that she ought. He
had
asked.
âYes, my lord,â she said, gazing along the road and wondering when Miss Honeydewâs cottage would come into view. âI do.â
âI suppose,â he said, âyou would not believe me if I told you I sometimes entertain a serious thought or two and that I am not entirely shallow?â
She hesitated.
âIt would be presumptuous of me to call you a liar,â she said.
âWhy?â He had dipped his head even closer to hers so that for a moment before he returned his attention to the road she could feel his breath on her cheek.
âBecause I do not know you,â she said.
âAh,â he said. âWhat would you say, Miss Osbourne, if I told you that despite my admission of a moment ago, I still think you beautiful beyond belief but also harsh in your judgments and without feelings, incapable of deep affection or love?â
She bristled.
âI would say that you know
nothing
about me or my life,â she said, trying in vain to move farther to her side of the seat.
âPrecisely,â he said, a note of satisfaction in his voice. âWe do not know each other at all, do we? How do you know that I am not worth knowing? How do I know that you
are
?â
She gripped the rail beside her more tightly.
âBut surely,â she said, âwe have no wish to know each other anyway. And so the answers to your questions do not matter.â
âBut they do to me,â he said. âI certainly wish to know who Miss Susanna Osbourne is. I very much wish it, especially after discovering the surprising fact that she would love to race to Brighton in a curricle.
That
I would not have guessed about you in a thousand years.â
âI would notââ she began.
âToo late,â he said. âYou have already admitted it in so many words. I have a strong suspicion that you might be interesting to know. And I feel the need to be known, to justify my existence to someone who believes me to be worthless.â
âThat is not what I said!â she cried. âI would never say such a thing to anyone. But do you feel such a need with all the ladies you meet? Do you feel the need to know and make yourself known to the Misses Calvert and Miss Krebbs and Miss Raycroft?â
âGood Lord, no,â he said, and laughed.
âWhy me, then?â she asked, turning her head to frown at him. âOnly because I do not respond to your flatteries as other women do?â
âThat is a possibility, I suppose,â he admitted. âBut I hope there is another. There is a gravity about you when you are not laughing at the danger and exhilaration of riding in a curricle. I suspect thatâhorror of horrorsâit stems from superior intelligence.
Are
you an intelligent woman, Miss Osbourne?â
âHow am I to answer that?â she asked him in further exasperation.
âIt is one of the things I need to discover about you,â he said. âThe Countess of Edgecombe has invited you here out of friendship, not obligationâor so I have been led to believe. The countess is a woman of intelligence. I would imagine that her friends must be intelligent too. And of course you are a teacher and must have an impressive store of knowledge rattling around in your brain. But I need to discover for myself if I am right.â
She was speechless. And the