but he doesnât want a woman. He needs a man to attach to. Everyone says that.â
âThis is ridiculous. Itâs not your job to worry about it.â
âOf course itâs not my job. Itâs no oneâs job, but at least I try. At least I care. Not like some people who say they live on stupid mountains!â
âI might as well do,â he snapped, stung. He rose to face her, fire meeting fire. Her anger was palpableâand so was his. How dared she throw this at him!
âMeaning?â
âMeaning, no, of course I donât want to get involved,â he threw back at her. âBecause what good would it do? You think I should try to form an attachment and then move away? You know as well as I do that itâd make everything worse.â
âNick, you could do a lot of good in two years,â she said, softening as if there really was a chance she could persuade him.
âYouâre kidding.â
âNo, you could,â she said urgently. âMary says youâre bored with work already. The orphanage system runs a big-brother scheme. Just picking a child up from individual homes, taking him out, doing this sort of thing. Mucking around in the sun. Being a friend.â
âI wouldnât know the first thing about being a friend to a three-year-old.â
âIâll teach you,â she said. âWendy and I both think heâs desperate for male contact. He and his dad were so close, and any female contact he had was appalling. He needs to bond with a male.â
âYou have to be kidding!â He was facing her square on, and he couldnât believe this was happening. She was almost pleadingâbut not quite. Her eyes defied him to do this thing. They told him that this was his duty as another humanâor the sort of human with any decency at all.
The sort with any loveâ¦
But any love had been kicked out of Nick Daniels a long time ago. He stared down into her blazing eyes and the feeling that grew in his heart was leaden and grey. What she was asking was impossible.
âNo,â he said flatly, and took a step back. âYou donât know what youâre asking.â
She opened her mouth to retortâand then shut it again. Once again there was that lookâthe look that said she saw further than words. And something changed. In that instant, anger moved to concern.
âWhatâs happened to you, Nick?â she said softly, almost whispering into the soft wind. âWhatâs put you on top of that mountain?â
âI donâtâ¦â
âYou donât want to talk about it. I can see that.â She smiled suddenly, tension dissolving as if it had never been. She even managed a wavering smile. âHmm. The plot thickens.â
âThe plotâ¦â
âWhy you wonât take your stupid tie off and you keepcombing your hair so you look like a city lawyerâeven when itâs totally inappropriate. What harmâs a bit of ruffled hair? You might look like a sleek city lawyer in the city, but here your image just makes you look like Mafioso. And you donât know One, Two, Three, Jumpâ¦â
âShanniâ¦â
âYes?â Amazingly there was a twinkle dancing back into her eyes.
âButt out.â
âNope.â She grinned. âItâs not my style. Iâll back off, though,â she said equably. âI can see a bit clearer what Iâm fighting now. So Iâll back off. But butt out? Never!â
There was still time left before three. Nickâs idea of backing off was to retire quietly to his chambers. Shanniâs idea of backing off was to head to the playground.
It was two against one and the outcome was never in doubt.
âI would like to go on the roundabout,â Harry said wistfully, looking at a platform mounted on springs, with four seats made to look like bucking horses. The idea was to sit on a horse and sway as you