link between Nick and the little boy she was holding.
âFinished your chips?â She was smiling at him, still with that strange look in her eyes that said she was searching for something deeper than an answer about the chips. What was she seeing? He didnât want to know.
âYes. Thank you.â Theyâd bought far too many.
Shall I feed them to the seagulls?â Harry asked, and Shanni nodded her agreement.
âThatâs a fine idea. Go right ahead.â
Okay, but he wasnât feeding them where he sat. This was a serious business. Carefully Harry wrapped up his pile of cooling chips, pushed himself awkwardly to his feet and stumped down to the waterâs edge. Then he laid the parcel on the wet sand, just as carefully unwrapped it and started tossing chips one at a time skyward but back toward the adults.
The gulls screamed in from everywhere, forming a cacophony of sound and movement between adults and child. A barrier⦠It was as if that was what Harry had meant to happen.
And for a long moment Nick watched, his heart doing all sorts of strange wrenching. Remembering just how hard his lessons of solitude had been to learnâ¦
âTheyâre planning on doing psychological assessment on him,â Shanni said conversationally, and Nick somehow hauled himself back to the present.
Psychological assessment⦠âBecause of the hostage thing?â
âNo.â She shook her head. âBecause of before. And how he is now.â
âI donât understand.â
âThis is as good as it gets,â she said sadly. âHeâs as happy as he can be right now. Iâm trying so hard, and so is Wendy, the head of his childrenâs home. But heâs so withdrawn. Around most people he dives for cover, or, if they come close, he screams blue murder. Screams and screams and screams. Wendy says he has night terrors and heâs keeping every child in the home awake half the night.â
âSo?â
âSo if we donât get through to him then heâll be placed in a psychiatric institution. Wendy canât copeâand who can blame her? Sheâs running a group home for children at risk and she has more than Harry to care for. Theyâve tried foster homes but he doesnât last more than a night. Adoptionâs out of the question like he is now. We must get through to him.â
Weâ¦
âYou meanâ¦â Nick stirred a whirl of sand under his fingers. âYou mean you . And Wendy.â
She flicked a glance at him. âOf course.â She shrugged. âI mean me and Wendy.â
âIf you donât mind me saying this,â he said softly, âI donât see any professional detachment in this.â
âProfessional detachment?â
âSurely your role of kindergarten teacher doesnât include mental health therapy for your students.â
Silence.
âHeâs not your responsibility,â Nick went on. There was no easy way to say this but it must be said. âIf Harry needs professional help, then surely a psychiatric institution is the place where heâll get it.â
âHe needs to be loved.â
âThen he needs to be cured and then adopted.â
âOh, sure,â she said, jeering. âCured and then adopted. But itâs a Catch 22 situation, isnât it, Mr Daniels? He canât be adopted until heâs cured and he canât be cured until heâs adopted.â
âThat sounds clever.â
âItâs not.â She got up, her colour heightened so her cheeks were turning to rose, and there was anger building. Her eyes flashed fire andâ¦contempt? âOf course itâs not simple, either,â she flashed at him. âBut Iâve no intention of talking smart or simple theories. Iâm talking about a little boyâs life. If I could, then Iâd take him home with me. Maybe Iâd have a chance to make a difference,