would function as well in her brain.â
âAnd whether youâd hate it,â I added.
âNo.â Ramon cupped Sarahâs breast, evaluating and abstracted. âI may prefer it. A body has never been what defines an Incrementalist.â
âTo Ray.â Phil raised his wine glass. âEvery bit as rational, now twice as pretty.â
Ramon lifted his glass in manicured fingers. âItâs Ramon,â he corrected, and the worry pinching Philâs eyebrows finally let go, if only incrementally. It really was Ramon. The trust between them went hundreds of years back, and Phil needed him there.
3. His Castle
In the glow of Ramonâs wine and Philâs rustic pasta, our new house felt more ours for having shared it. I emptied Ramonâs bottle topping up his glass, and Phil went down the hall for a new one.
âSo, Ren,â Ramon said, spooning himself seconds from the ancient earthenware dish, âwhat have you been working on?â
Itâs a question every Incrementalist has an answer for, and I did, my work just wasnât meddlework. Ramon inclined his unfamiliar head in his familiar way, and my curiosity spilled over into the silence he held open. âIâd actually really like your insight,â I confessed. âIâve been trying to figure out how the Garden actually worksâthe mechanisms of how it stores and shares memoriesâand youâre the first Incrementalist since Celeste to get a new Second without shading.â
âIs this professional interest?â
âNot really. Sort of.â I held Ramonâs eyes, and felt Philâs as he came back in with the wine. âYes, my agency has a client whoâs working on an electronic model of human memory, but itâs primitive. Theyâre trying to remediate pathology, not enhance capacity. Honestly, if the Garden is to memory what the microprocessor is to computation, the rest of the world is still doing math on its fingers relative to us. Nobodyâs even dreamed of building something with the kind of scope the Garden has.â
âSomebody has.â Ramon put a neatly coiled forkful of pasta between his studiously lipsticked lips.
I shrugged. âIâm not really, here or at work. An electronic version of the Garden would be years away, even if itâs possible, and it probably isnât. I just want to know how, when one Incrementalist seeds a memory, the rest of us can graze it and remember too. Is there some actual, external
thing
we all shareâsome resource only Incrementalists can access? If there is, what is it, and how do we interface with it?â
âYouâre not looking for a physical object or location?â
âOf course not.â
âAnd why is my recent stub and Second relevant?â
âIâve been concentrating on the spiking ritual.â
Ramon just waited.
âDesigners study edge cases,â I explained. âExtreme users, handicapped users. Sometimes you can learn more about typical-use scenarios that way than you can from focusing just on the meaty part of the bell curve. I was hoping to find out something about our memory from the one thing that We Who Remember forget.â
âWe donât forget anything.â Ramon wiped crumbless fingers on his napkin.
âSo you remember what turned Sarah Waverly into Ramon Llull two weeks ago?â
âOf course not.â Ramon refilled my glass from Philâs new bottle. âBut I didnât forget. One canât lose what hasnât been made.â
I took a long, red swallow of wine, Ramonâs precision irritating me precisely. I started to brush off the quibble, but quibbles can be clues. He was right. I put my wine back down. âOkay,â I said, thinking it through. âYouâre saying you have no memory of your stub getting spiked into Sarah because you didnât make a memory of it. But why wouldnât you? Maybe itâs