1. Humble
I opened my eyes, and the mudflats vanished, leaving a whiff of ocean and a tooth-deep case of the shivers. Phil, who had been reading on the sofa next to me, put a fat white mug into my chilled hands. He wrapped an arm around me with a whiskery, âWelcome back, Ren.â
I breathed in green tea steam and let the sensory jungle of reality drift into background. In the Garden, any detail that doesnât signify evaporates. Here, the cardboard smell of packing boxes and the snuffle from the kitchen of Susi at his food dish meant only that Phil had already fed the dog, and it was getting late.
âAbout four hours.â Phil answered the universal question of Incrementalists just back from grazing. âLearn anything?â
I shook my head. We both knew I wouldnât, but Philâs way of asking made it sound reasonableânoble, almostâfor me to burn vacation days trying.
âBut youâre still having fun?â
âFun? Iâm conducting important, potentially groundbreaking research here!â
He kissed the top of my head. âYouâre exploring.â
âJust mucking about,â I said.
Phil chuckled at the dumb joke. My Garden is infinite brackish mud. His is a villa he admired two thousand years ago in Rome, a sprawling decrepit beauty. Oskar roams a gritty, burgeoning late-eighteenth-century Paris. Youâd think a UI designer could do better, but no. Iâm the interface designer with a bad interface.
âHungry?â Phil nudged me. âIâve waited very virtuously for cheese and crackers.â
I needed to eat, but Philâs shoulder, snug and muscular against mine, was feeding something emptier than my belly. âLetâs wait for Ramon,â I said and, to stay curled next to him a little longer, added, âWhat do we call him now anyway?â
âI call him Ray.â
âHe hates that.â
âYeah.â
âI mean, what do we call him now he has boobs and a PhD?â I said, and the doorbell rang. âJesus, heâs early.â
âAlmost always.â
Susi skittered into the room, delighted to alert us to the bell surely only he heard. Phil stood and caught him by the collar.
Iâd meant to straighten up the front room, at least. Philâs coffee, my tea, the electric cup warmer, and both our laptops cluttered the table, and we still had no place for coats.
Phil opened the door with a funny little bow. âWelcome to our humble home,â he said, as he always did.
I chucked the cup warmer in a drawer and collected our mugs.
Ramon shook Philâs hand with the severe economy of motion I remembered from his previous body, despite Sarahâs softer curves. He had the thickest eyelashes Iâdseen on anyone over twelve. âWhat a great house,â he said. âRen must have picked it.â He handed me a bottle of wine.
âAnima Negra,â I read. âSpanish?â
âMallorcan,â he corrected. âA new winery, but it tastes like ⦠It tastes right.â
2. Sweet
I let Susi outside to play, and Ramon opened his housewarming present that tasted of his home. Phil sautéed garlic in a mix of olive oil and butter, and we all ate cheese and crackers while Ramon caught us up on his death and new Second. âIt was poorly timed,â he conceded. âI was unprepared.â
âVery careless of you.â Philâs tone was light, but his knife went
thiwk thwik
through the fat red peppers with a keen, hard edge. Heâd spent a lot of time at Casino Del Sol during the days weâd waited to learn whether Ramonâs memories and personality would survive the spiking ritual. âDamn lucky we already had a recruit lined up,â he said.
âFor Irinaâs stub, yes.â Ramon glanced at me, but I kept my face neutral. Or full of crackers, which is mostly the same thing.
âIrina can stay in stub,â Phil said. âDoesnât