Free The Cowboy's Secret Baby: A BWWM Pregnancy Romance by Monica Castle

above all others in your life, just as our vows say that you will. I expect you to let go of all of your past and make me your future; you let all of your mistakes go, and that girl and her child are a mistake, just something that might have happened that should never have happened. I am your future. I am your whole life until you die; I am your best friend, your wife, your lover, and I should come first before everyone else, so make me that promise and put me first!” she insisted as she drew near to him and slid her arms around him, pressing herself to him and lifting her lips close to his.
    “If you put me first, I will give you everything that you want and everything you need, and you won’t have any place in your life for the mistakes of your past, because I will fill your life up with good things in your future. I will give you a family, and I will give you a good life. Now, promise me that you will let go of your mistakes,” she said in a low voice as she pressed her lips to his and kissed him hard, squeezing his body to hers.
    He was caught off guard by her kiss, and by her strong embrace around him, and for a moment he let her kiss him, and she opened his mouth with hers, demanding and strong, twisting her tongue around his and holding him snugly to her.
    Her words kept striking at him and he leaned back and pushed her away slightly. “Janis, we have to work this out. She’s my daughter and I’m not going to give her up but I’m not going to give you up either; we can work through this. I have time and love and attention enough for her and you; as well as for the family we make together.”
    She glared at him. “You can’t even see it! Already she is taking part of you from me. Already she is dividing your attention and your love that should be meant for me, all mine, and for our children born in our marriage. I’m giving you all of me, and I want the same in return, Jonathon. I want all of you to be mine, every part of you, and there is no place for division in our marriage. Don’t you want all of me?” she asked, taking his hand and lifting it to her breast. She stepped toward him again and kissed him, her lips insistent; consuming his as she wrapped her arms around his neck.
    “You could have everything that you want,” she said between kisses. “More than you could ever imagine, but you have to promise me all of yourself.” She sucked on his tongue as her hands rubbed the back of his neck. “Promise me...” she whispered as she kissed him more. “Give me all of yourself. Just let them go and be with me.” She breathed against his mouth.
    Jonathon could feel nothing but confusion and anger toward her and he pushed her away from him. “How can you ask me that? How can you ask me to give up my own child for you?”
    She narrowed her eyes at him again and her voice grew cold. “How could you only offer part of yourself to me when you know I’m giving all of myself to you?” she demanded angrily.
    He turned from her in anger, looking at the wall that had been behind him. “There has to be another solution, Janis. I’m keeping my daughter in my life and that’s all there is to it. You can either marry me and have a beautiful step-daughter, or you can call off the wedding and find a man without a child. I don’t want to lose you, but I’m not letting her go for you.”
    She reached for him, looking distraught. “How can you ask me to make a choice like that? How can you be so selfish? I am giving you everything and you are giving me a fraction of what you offered me when you asked me to marry you! You promised me your whole life and now you want to splinter that up between me and another woman and her child, and you don’t even know if that child is yours!” She reached for him and he backed away from her.
    “How can you be so selfish? How can you ask me to abandon my own daughter for you!” he raised his voice slightly, confounded at her resoluteness about his being solely hers.
    “I