Free Ryder by Amy Davies

fucking bastard for making Letty think I spend the night with Sophie, which I didn’t. Sophie smack’s my arm and then drags me to her car, which is a little pink Prius. I hated riding in it this morning but I got so drunk last night that I was still unable to drive this morning so Sophie brought me to get coffee and try and sober up a little.
    After Letty’s Facebook status last night I lost it. She didn’t want to be with me but she wanted to go out with different guys? I think fucking not. I’m not sure what her and this guy’s history is but I am sure as hell gonna find out even if Letty's goodbye to me did sound pretty final. I tried to go after her when she walked towards the kitchen, but Sophie stopped me and so did the guy that works there.
    “You are a total dickhead, Ryder Phoenix. Why would you do that to that girl? She was so sweet. Sh… oh shit! That’s her isn’t it, that’s Letty?” I nod and slide into the passenger seat of her car. “I swear to God Ryder, if you weren’t my cousin and I didn’t love you. I would kick your ass right now. She thinks we slept together; God, that poor girl.” She starts the care and shakes her head “Poor girl”
    Meet Sophie Davies, Oscar’s baby sister. They are very close in age, there being just eleven months between them. Uncle Roger and Auntie Lisa were "at it like bunnies", my dad always used to say. After having Oscar and Sophie so close together they were careful until fifteen years ago when Auntie Lisa became pregnant again with Kurtis. He is just as wicked as all of us.
    “Yeah, that was her Soph, I’m sorry for putting you in that position. I never should have. She ties me up in knots; she makes me feel things that no other girl has before and that scares the piss out of me. I know I want what Rafe has with Lucy but I can’t help but feel apprehensive about it. In the short time I have known Letty, and even Demi, I can see my future with them. I am just worried that if I screw up again, that not only will I hurt Letty but Demi also” I rub my chest to help ease the tightness that’s there. Sophie gives me a quick look before looking back to the road.
    “You like her that much, huh?” I nod.
    “Yeah, Soph, I do.”
    “Then I would say go and have a chat with Mr-Settled-Down and see if he can shed some light on these feeling and concerns that you have. I’m going to head back to campus and try and catch up on some of my assignments. Maybe I can meet you boys at Max’s tonight?”
    “Yeah, we don’t have a gig booked but we will head down there for a drink later. I will text you a time when I speak to the boys.” I kiss her cheek and I climb out of her car outside my apartment building that I share with Rafe, Reeve and Gunner. I bend down and look through the window. “I am sorry Sophie and thanks for helping me last night.” I blow her a kiss and walk towards my apartment.
    Opening my front door I am hit with loud moans; fucking great Reeve and Skeet are banging some chick again. I head over to the fridge and grab a bottle of water out. Twisting the cap off and taking a long drink, I choke at what I hear.
    “Oh God yes Rafe! Harder baby please. Fuck yeah, right there…” I spit my water all over the kitchen floor and burst out laughing. Well, what do you know? Rafe and Lucy are having a mid-morning quickie.
    “Fucking come for me Snowflake, come on baby, you gonna come hard for me, baby?” I laugh to myself again and head towards the door. I am gonna be a total dick again now and it’s gonna be epic. See as I have said before, I love baiting Rafe when it comes to Lucy. I place the bottle on the counter and head to Rafe’s room. I wait for the perfect moment and then I make my move.
    I swing Rafe’s bedroom door open and start screaming. “Yes Lucy, I’m coming baby. Come with me!” I shout and make my way over to the bed with my hand down the front of my jeans. Lucy screams and Rafe scrambles for the sheet to cover their