asked carefully.
Abruptly he stood. âNo. Iâm sorry, Miriam, but I donât want to talk about Holly anymore. Iâm sick of it.â
He stood above her, suddenly trembling with rage. âShe treated Gary like dirt! And she stuck her nose into everyone elseâs business. Miriamâshe was even asking Gary questions about
me.
What did she need to know about me? Huh?
Whatâs wrong with me?â
âNothing, Jed, Iââ
âHolly is dead, Miriam. I know she was your best friend. Iâm sorry for you. But I donât feel sorry for her!â
âShe was murdered, Jed!â Miriam cried. âSomeone strangled her! How can you be so heartless?â
Jed leaned close to Miriam, his breath hot on her face, his eyes cold.
âBecause it was all Hollyâs fault.â
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R age washed away any fear Miriam felt. âJed!â she gasped. âI canât believe you said that!â
She stood, planting herself directly in front of him, her chin angled up at his shadowed face.
âI
was the one who told Holly to ask about you.â
Jed scowled at her. âWhat are you saying?â he demanded.
âI
did it. Youâve been acting like a total crazy person these past few weeks! So angry all the time. Ruining the biggest game of the year. And hurting
me.â
Miriam took a deep breath. âI needed to know, Jed. Holly was doing me a favor. But now she canât tell me whatâs wrong with you.
You
have to tell me.
What is it?â
Jedâs shoulders slumped. He sighed. âWhy did you have to do that, Miriam?â
âI care about you, Jed. And if somethingâs wrong, I want to know about it. No matter how bad it is.â
He turned away.
âJed?â
âWhat?â
âTell me. Please.â
But his face had grown hard again. âIâve
been
telling you!
Pressure.
My father wants me to get a scholarship. Coach Hurly wants me to practice twenty-four hours a day. The rest of the school expects me to win the championship. What more do you need to hear?â
âWell, maybe if you would talk to me more, I could help you!â Miriam cried.
Jed didnât seem to hear her. He was still pacing, punching his fist into his hand.
âI couldnât take it anymore,â he continued, his eyes wild. âWhen Holly came asking all her nosy questions, I got mad. Whatâs wrong with
me?
I have a
life,
thatâs what. I donât have time to stand by my locker and whisper about Mei Kamataâs every move. Okay, Miriam? Does that explain it enough?â
Miriam couldnât speak. She had no idea what to say. Finally she replied: âThat doesnât explain what you said about Holly. There is no way it was her fault she was killed.â
Jed let out a humorless laugh. âMaybe not.â Miriam saw a muscle twitch in his face. âBut you donâtknow everything, Miriam. You think you do, but you donât.â
He turned away from her again and stormed down the sidewalk toward his car.
âJed, wait!â Miriam started after him. But her anger halted her halfway.
Let him go,
she told herself.
Heâs not the guy you knew.
Could he really be that cold-hearted? Did he really believe all the terrible things he said about Holly? Was it possible that he truly thought Holly had deserved to die?
Without another word Jed climbed into the car, slammed the door, and sped off.
When he was out of sight, Miriam let out her breath in a thick cloud of steam.
What did he mean, I donât know everything? What else is there to know?
Does Jed know something more about Hollyâs death than I do?
she wondered.
A bitter wind howled down the street, stinging her cheeks. Miriam didnât know how long sheâd been standing in the freezing winter air. She dug her hands back in her pockets and shivered back to the front door, and warmth.
One thing she
did
knowâshe couldnât talk to
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