got you thinking so hard?â
âBishop,â I whisper, my voice shaky as fuck. âHeâs dead.â
Mason stiffens. He waits as if expecting a punch line; but after reading the truth in my face, he bounces out of the bed with an explosive, âFUUUCCCKKKK!â When that isnât enough, he grabs my lamp from the nightstand and launches it toward the wall.
CRASH!
He looks around for something else to break, but then forces himself to stop. He stands next to the bed, huffing out his rage and pain. He and Bishop were like brothers. I know the news of his death is ripping a hole in his heart.
âWHO?â
âThe Grape Street Crips.â
He twists around, his face incredulous. âThose crooked-walking muthafuckas came hard at us like that? Where the fuck did they get the balls?â
âThe shit took us by surprise.â
âNah. Nah. Those niggas were on the come-up âcause they thought the king had fallen. They tested your skirtsââ
âAnd theyâre all gonna feel my blade for that shit,â I shout back. Heâs making it sound like I couldnât handle the job. âBishop fucked up and let the wrong bitches get too close to him at Da Club. It was a setup to jack him and his boysâ poker game, and the shit must have went to the left.â
âA couple of bitches took my man out?â
âThe hardest lesson for yâall niggas to learn is to trust no bitch,â I tell him. âThere were six muthafuckas involved. Five Crippettes and a getaway nigga that I sliced up last night.â
Mason cocks a brow. âYou put in work last night, Willow?â
âAnd I will every night until I cut the head off their leaderâthat fuckinâ double-flagginâ snake, Shariffa.â
âWhy do I know that name?â
âSheâs one of Pythonâs ex-wifeys.â
âSo sheâs a Queen G?â
âNo. She was kicked off her throne a while back so she slithered over to the Grapes and locked down their chief.â
âThat takes talent. I didnât know Lynchâs ass was into recycling.â Mason sneers, shaking his head. âThe whole damn world has gone crazy.â
âCrazy or not, Iâm gutting every one of those bitchesânice and slow.â My anger has me simmering again. âThat Crunk nigga I sliced up sang like a bird. Lynchâs chick got the wrong understanding on who runs these streets. Iâm fuckinâ duty bound to formally introduce myself. You feel me?â
Mason bobs his head, though I can tell that the news is still eating away at him. âAâight. Iâll let you handle that.â He climbs back in bed.
My body instantly welcomes his warmth.
âHow are you holding up?â he asks, softly. He knows better than anyone that despite all the sibling bullshit, the love between me and my brother ran deep.
âIâm all rightâbetter now that youâre here.â
He takes my chin between his fingertips and tilts up my head. âYouâre always the strong one.â
âI donât know how to be any other way,â I confess.
âI wouldnât want you any other way.â
We kiss. Itâs one of those slow, mouth-exploring kisses and it makes me melt into his arms all over again. His hands drift down my body, caress my belly, and then encircle my waist. He pulls back with a soft chuckle.
âMy lady has gotten a little thick around the middle while I was gone.â
The baby. I still havenât told him about the baby.
âHey. Donât worry.â He pulls me closer. âI love a woman with a little meat on her bones.â He nibbles on my bottom lip.
âIs that right?â
âUm, hmm. More cushion for the pushin.â He slaps me on the ass and then squeezes it.
âI donât know. Maybe we need to ease up on all that pushing,â I say.
âWhat? Donât tell me that Iâve