since his release from the hospital and his boyish good looks are transitioning into a handsome manâmy man.
I love him so much that I can hardly breatheâand yet, in the back of my head, a voice lays the blame for my pain at his feet. Tears sting my eyes because, despite it all, I still donât want to live without him. He is my heart. To deny him and what we have is to deny life itself. To blame him is to blame myself.
My gaze shifts back up to the ceiling and I will my tears to dry. Thereâs only one person responsible for all this shit, and thatâs LeShelle. Iâm tired of asking myself why things keep happening to me, why my own flesh and blood would torture me the way that she has. Because thereâs only one answer: sheâs evil. Plain and simple. And somehow, some way, I have to stop her. I gotta beat her at her own game.
BUZZZZZ! BUZZZZ!
Startled, I bolt straight up in the bed.
Profit sits up with me and presses a reassuring hand on my shoulder. âItâs all right,â he whispers, sweeping my hair back from my face. âItâs my phone.â
On the nightstand, his cell phone, set on vibrate, rattles around.
BUZZZZZ! BUZZZZ!
He reaches across me to grab it.
I feel foolish. LeShelle has turned me into some pathetic creature whoâs scared of her own shadow.
âYeah. Talk to me,â Profit greets his caller. Thereâs a long pause. âMomma?â he asks. He listens again and then hops out of bed. âAll right. Calm down. Now what happened?â
Shock blankets Profitâs face.
Concerned, I go to him. âWhat is it, baby?â
He holds up a finger and concentrates on the call. Whatever is being said, itâs not good news. What in the hell could be happening now?
âAll right,â Profit says. âWhich hospital are you at?â He looks around the floor and snatches up clothes. âSit tight. Weâre on our way.â He disconnects the call and barks out one order: âGet dressed.â
âWhatâs going on?â I grab my jeans.
âMy mother was kidnapped by some crazy bitch and almost killed tonight,â he says with disbelief.
My mind zooms to LeShelle. âFuck.â
âLetâs go!â
âIâm going. Iâm going.â
We dress in record time and we race out of the door. Even as weâre jumping into the car, I canât get my mind to think straight.
Profit is a wreck.
âDo you need me to drive?â
âNah. I got this.â He turns over the ignition, and then zooms out of the driveway. âDo you think that LeShelle has anything to do with this?â
âI donât know what to think.â Heâs rattled.
I squeeze his hand to give him moral support, the same way he did me a few hours ago, but itâs not enough. âItâs going to be okay,â I ramble. âShe called so that means sheâs all right.â
He doesnât respond. Hell, I donât even know if he heard me. Heâs so focused on the road.
At the hospital, we jet out of the car as fast as we can. The emergency room is choked with people, most looking like theyâve been camped here all night.
Profit races to the registration desk, tugging me along. âIâm looking for my mother. She called and said that she was here. The name is Barbara Lewis.â
The chick behind the counter with a phone tucked under her chin remains unfazed and lazily lifts a slender finger, telling us to wait.
With no time for bullshit, Profit reaches over the counter, snatches the phone out of her hand, and then hangs the bitch up. âThe name is Barbara Lewis,â he growls.
The nurseâs face twists like sheâs about to get turned up, but Profitâs look dares her to do it. Her attitude melts away and whatever shit she was about to spit is put on pause. Turning to her computer, she asks, âWhatâs the name again?â
âBarbara. Lewis.â
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